wow!im feeling really great at this moment...sitting in front of da pc..writting out my feelings...being alone in da room!this really great!!i luv this....listening to my fav guy singing-ryan cabrera!!i like him!!a pretty talented singer who plays guitar,keyboard n drums!!i miss this feeling so much!!
just imagine being alone in da room,having a guitar in da hand...writting scores out wit nice n meaningful lyrics..no wonder kah hou loves tat so much!so chun!

back to da reality,cny is stil getting on,somehow,im feeling so desperately to have a fly to UK!i wanna go to london,italy,rome,i wanna go to europe!!!!hahahahahah...just have to forget bout it cos im got stuck wit my yearly financial probs!!!!apparently,i 've plan to have a guitar lesson wit lyden where i dun wanna tell my dad bout it..why?they won't support in doing tat,furthermore i dun wan my dad to pay my guitar fees!!i wanna have something on my own...wel,i just thought of saving my pocket money,which i'l have to cut off my lunch n oso da way i spent my mone...haih!no more original cds,no more magazines,no more frangrances,no extra reloads for hp...etc..wut should i do??u may just ask me to cut off my guitar lesson..but i think only my bro would noe how i feel now...i so desperate to have a guitar lesson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wut should i do bro?!?!?haih!!!!!!!

yaya..i just realised tat there are act so many things which i hope to get it n they are act kinda expensinve...but some of them are uncountable...haih!!!tatz why m trying to save as much money as i can...i must try my best to do it...
1. i hope to have two guitars at this moment,one ac guit, n one elect guit!
2. i hope to have tat keyboard!
3. i hope to have more freedom from my parents
4. i hope to have my 'onw place',where i can have a music corner in my room
5. i hope to have a band in own room where there are drum kit,guitars,keyboards n of cos the ams!(which i dun have it now!)
6. i hope to have a fly to UK n spend a couple of months there n oso in europe!
7. i hope to form a band!hahahahahahahahahhahahahaha..i wan all of u to be back wit me...my 3kohs!
8. i hope to have a laptop,palm phone,iPOD...etc

wel,they are act lotz more tat i hardly mention all here at da same time....