stop blogging for a couple of days..actually i did online everyday but i just have no idea of pouring out everything here...
i think i have done a mistake in life!i shouldn't have like him so much!u might have taken aback wit my words rite?wel,things are happening every second.i went to kah simz house last friday..nothing much to talk bout my gang cos they are da greatest of all!i love them so much!i appreciate them being wit me no matter wut!da feelings are so unique!i thought i would have no topics wit them since we seldom meet up..however,things are out of my predictable!everything was so fine til i felt like crying when we hugged each other!somehow,i jus dunno when would be our last met up n da next1!
i went to mirado for my lesson after tat.everything seems to be so fine..however,something sad n regretful is going to begin soon!i took da wrong move!!!i shouldn't have ask for it!why could have i figure it out at tat moment!?i shouldn't have ask lynden bout having guitar lessons wit him!!!!!!!!!i just realised it!!!perhaps i have been so desire to have lessons wit lynden since hez so pro in teaching acoustic n classical guitars!my feelings n emotions would have just drove me crazy!!i should have thought bout it..n how m i supposed to reject my class wit lynden since he has dropped down my name in his time table!!?meanwhile,u might be inquiring bout wutz prob here tat makes me give up my dream?!?haih.......i rather learn from t.eddie than being as a 'victim' here.....it sounds kinda serious rite?i dun hope unfavourable things will happen,i dun wan him to misunderstand tat im trying to approach him through this ways,i jus wanna play da songs,learn to read tabs,i jus wanna have a happie n enjoyable guitar classes without worries n tears!perhaps t.eddie is even better..perhaps we might have chemistry rite?i hope wut im doing is at da correct path!but im feeling guilty to tell lynden to stop me from being his student...i mean i asked for it n now i just reject him!itz so bad,which makes me feels bad since friday!how m i supposed to tell him?furthermore i gotta rush to tat class!?!?!?
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Dear Sis,
As ur bro advise to u is...as long u have the faith in ur heart n ur desire to learn then it's not wrong to make a step into it...just let ur heart to guide u....if u feel like u r afraid to tell him then just be frank to him la...i mean it's better to tell him rather then keeping in ur heart wat rite?it's not whether lynden better than tt or not...Mr.lynden is seriously a good acoustic guitarist if u compare to tt..TT is still young now...thats y u find him that he is very potential n good in acoustic n also electric...i can tell u that teacher is always a teacher...student is student ....no one can be better..except experience...
shiaw lee!!! i didn't know u wanted 2 cry when we hugged...next time we must hug more...in order 2 make u cry...hahahaha...so long nv see u cry adi...hhahahahah...anyway...u got new target again a? hahahah...
-karmun-
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