SiDesign

''u will alwis gonna be my love...u will alwis gonna be the one...''utada hikaru...first love..

wow...finally i realised why shez in love with this song...i've got fallen in love with it too..haha!
the lyrics is meaningful, and of cos most importantly it expresses my feelings towards the person tat i love...wowo!!

anyway,im happie tat dear dear has arrived in safe to newcastle finally after a 14 flight...fortunately there was someone to talk to her along the long journey so that she wouldnt felt lonely and miserable..hehe!im glad that she has finally begin to realise her dream after 22 years of her life living here..i noe this is her dream...as a fren,im supportive to her encouragement in taking the first move...i noe she'l make it greatly!i believe in her!!i noe u can do it dear dear!!!yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!somehow, i really worry bout her since i noe so well that she might be pressured by the environmental factors...somehow, i jus hope that she'l stil share her experiences so that i will not be lack behind...i dun wanna lose a fren like her!!!

besides, i finally found out some information related to the guy that i've pumped into..hmm,act it was jus a hint on the company that he might possibly working for at the moment..has anyone heard of SiDesign???probably an advertising comp..sort of designing comp..wowow!!!i was surprised that hez act in such an artistic industry man!!coool!!i was wondering wouldnt there any possibility for is to become colleagues in future??wowo...i jus couldnt imagine how would it be if this really happens ...kekekekekeke!!anyhow,itz jus a dream...or imagination that kept inside my mind...wut happens in reality is totally differ from it..haih!!!how i wish i could get closer to him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!aaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!desperate-nya!

"dun think like shiaw lee...ppl give then we ma take lo.."

why am i feeling this way?

i shudnt have bother so much on wut he has said since i have made up my mind to let go..and the feeling did came to me last few days..where something happened that act sort of annoyed me..somehow, i might have changed my mind in exiting such stupid 'game'...

anyway,i noe that we've been thinkinn differently when comes to dealing with mr. wong...i noe the reality is not as simple as i think...but i jus wanna maintain a good relationship since he has sacrificed his time to have some music sessions with us..i appreciate tat although they were oso trying to make use of our resources since the oni capital we have is students!the phrase "give and take ma..itz a manner of the matter"...keep appearing in my mind..perhaps he might be right in saying this,somehow, this might not be applicable in all situations...i really feel frustrating when he says so...