results are out~~~~~
i was pretty excited once i got up from my bed this morning, that i knew we're gonna enjoy a really nice day!!this was our very first time to sing to each other, our first K time !!aw~~imagine that i've alwis been singing wit my bunch of frens, yet not wit him for once~~~silly me that i'd planned out wut to sing cos i've been hoping to sing some songs to my bf, if i have one and i could~
i was lost in confusion why was he being in tat way when i reached the LRT station..i'd wondered wut had i done wrongly to make him in a pist off face. perhaps i was late, but it wast yet to be 10.45, and i wasn't. i had no idea wut shud i be doing, but just sitting away from him and leaving him at the corner side. i was curious whether he was in a dilemma or a bad mood, out of ideas, but not daring myself to ask him cos i was quite sad since i was pretty excited previously~ i sat at another side, listening to my MP3, sizzling yet worrying bout. however, for sometime, i realised that i wouldnt be sizzling if he was really into a dilemma and i was here to put on my anger without a reason and being there for him. therefore, i decided to send him an SMS of asking him wut happen and that im scare and worried about you. he walked towards me and sat beside me, with a tiring face. he said hez having headache prob. i felt even worse that to hang out wit him even when hez not feeling well. i've rather to make him stay at home than torturing him being wit me..^^
fortunately the conflicts seemed to have lasted for not more than 30 mins..haha~~everything back to normal when we were trying to tickle each other at the bus. AHAAA~~~im alwis freaking out wit tickling...OMG~~~i nearly spoilt my make up...=.= i knew that he wasnt in the mood, perhaps i would say hez somehow quite nervous in singing wit me...kakak~~~wut i wan is to enjoy wit him, no matter how he sings. we ended up went to redbox...kekeke~~~it was great cos i nv expect to have less ppl, perhaps it was morning hour. the room is great, the renovation was nice, the food was much better comparing to THE CURVE and THE GARDEN, services are good, sound system is great, lots of songs~~~
i was happie that i think wut he thinks..kekeke~~~come on darling, who am i to u ?of cos i do noe who are ya favs and wut u alwis been listening ~~~however, he jus couldnt get use to singing wit a mic, perhaps hez shy..kaka~~but why jus couldnt sing and nervous as if i would wolf u down and swallow u into my stomach. im jus a normal human being here, not to judge u , not to humiliate u, but to listen to my bf !!and darling, i could heard ya singing plssss, u were jus beside me and the small room had oni 2 of us~
his mom called in a sudden, i was really nervous and anxious at tat moment, couldnt tot of anything, i seemed to be helpless to him, but burdening him for worrying me, when i heard their conversation on the phone call, i jus sat aside, and trying hard to calm myself down. after that, he gave me big tight bear hug, i nearly tear off...but i did not cos i knew tat he would have even more worried and felt burdening wit it. i kept it to myself, but happie that he was there for me. im so scared tat his mom would have misunderstood bout us, and for his parents to worry bout his safety, i totally get it all!!!i hope he could have good communication wit them rather than being unhappie in the conversations.
after the K,we went for a movie, IMAGINE THAT lead by eddie murphy. it was a joke, i tot at first, knowing nothing bout the synopsis, paying no attention during the screen play, somehow i slowly discovered the msg expressed by the movie, it was GREAT~~
wel, we watched 2 great movies, ytd was I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER although both movies are simple, yet it meant a lot~~~ytd was a great outing too...i managed to score more than 50 for bowling~~YAY~~~~~i was quite upset since i got 49 for the first game and i decided to go for the second game...hoho~~who noes i scored 70++~~~^^~~~i knew that he was fooling around so that i could score a higher point to gain my confidence...MUACKZ~~
after that, we'd walked around at cold storage before gone to the bus stand. the feeling was somehow peculiar, i felt as if we were newly married young couple who went shopping for some groceries for our home..haha~~the feeling is really sweet and lovely, " wut do u wanna eat for dinner honey?" this is how i felt at tat moment..kakaka~~
at the end of the day, wut im happie for was he ate the burger that i made for him ^^ i alwis feel that itz lovely and sweet to make a meal for my love one, and i hav the chance now to make for him, and he loves it~~~i felt really sweet when he said he loves it ^^sumore wit the 'embarrasment' of bringing along the small container all the way back home, pretty 'cool' for a guy to do it..kakakka~~im happie tat hez willing to take it like that, hahhaa~~although it wasnt for a long time, but at least he nv complained bout the food..muackz~
but im really felt SORRY and guilty to make him spending much on taxi fare. he wouldnt have spent tat much if i were to ask him for accompanying me back, SORRY !!!!!
Friday, August 28, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
happie happie day~
it was a great lunch and talk wit my bunch of best frens ^^
i was so happie that i met up wit my DD finally. the feeling was slightly nervous at first, even i told yuan bout it that im nervous to meet her up since there might be possibility of silence between us since we've not been seeing each other for like some time..perhaps i was being overworried..haha ~anyway, thx for the compliment and being as my genuine pig to try on my food..^^ ~~im sure charlly would make u ya fav food and dishes to u everyday.. u noe, i alwis feel that making a lovely breakfast for my love one and frens is really a happy thing to me ^^ i feel very contented and sweet if i were to have the chance to prepare a meal for him everyday, at least a lunch or a breakfast ^^
wel, we were trying to search for her house..haha ~~on the way was really fun.. im really so blessed and glad that i have such a good fren wit me, good buddy, good coursemate, good K kakii~~ YEAH~~~ nice~~~i was imitating the way he sings ..kakak ~~~
finally found her house, and we act past by earlier..haha ~~i was happie that we both were wearing hair bans~~~YEAHH~~~luckily i wore too~~YAY~
tat moment, i feel really contented and kept thinking wut have i done to gave me such good frens in my life~~~~^^~~we went for a simple lunch..but it was really meaningful cos i gave her a big surprise~~YEAH~~~ i contacted our fren, raaj, and he came all the way from Seremban to meet us~~~and she totally din noticed bout it since they tot i was talking to my bf on the hp, which i was purposely to do it..keke~~~im sooo happie that our raajy is getting married next year~~~WOWOWOWO~~~and hez asking me to work for his comp..hahahh~~but one thing im so happie that shez surprised wit it~~~YEAHH~~~~
after the lunch, the guys suggested to go home so that the GALS could have more personal space and time for pillow talk..hehe~~be frank, im happie that my dearly lovely fren has found her path in her life, and shez sooo happie and satisfied wit her life ~~im sooo glad to see her being so happie , and could able to rely on someone who is reliable whereby she could slow down at least。。happie~~
i was so happie that i met up wit my DD finally. the feeling was slightly nervous at first, even i told yuan bout it that im nervous to meet her up since there might be possibility of silence between us since we've not been seeing each other for like some time..perhaps i was being overworried..haha ~anyway, thx for the compliment and being as my genuine pig to try on my food..^^ ~~im sure charlly would make u ya fav food and dishes to u everyday.. u noe, i alwis feel that making a lovely breakfast for my love one and frens is really a happy thing to me ^^ i feel very contented and sweet if i were to have the chance to prepare a meal for him everyday, at least a lunch or a breakfast ^^
wel, we were trying to search for her house..haha ~~on the way was really fun.. im really so blessed and glad that i have such a good fren wit me, good buddy, good coursemate, good K kakii~~ YEAH~~~ nice~~~i was imitating the way he sings ..kakak ~~~
finally found her house, and we act past by earlier..haha ~~i was happie that we both were wearing hair bans~~~YEAHH~~~luckily i wore too~~YAY~
tat moment, i feel really contented and kept thinking wut have i done to gave me such good frens in my life~~~~^^~~we went for a simple lunch..but it was really meaningful cos i gave her a big surprise~~YEAH~~~ i contacted our fren, raaj, and he came all the way from Seremban to meet us~~~and she totally din noticed bout it since they tot i was talking to my bf on the hp, which i was purposely to do it..keke~~~im sooo happie that our raajy is getting married next year~~~WOWOWOWO~~~and hez asking me to work for his comp..hahahh~~but one thing im so happie that shez surprised wit it~~~YEAHH~~~~
after the lunch, the guys suggested to go home so that the GALS could have more personal space and time for pillow talk..hehe~~be frank, im happie that my dearly lovely fren has found her path in her life, and shez sooo happie and satisfied wit her life ~~im sooo glad to see her being so happie , and could able to rely on someone who is reliable whereby she could slow down at least。。happie~~
Saturday, August 22, 2009
tooooo toooo train~~~
it was all fated in my belief..
it was a great day ..awesomely to be a happening day. i was so excited bout to meeting him for our date, somehow i din even noe the reason for it, but jus hope to stick with him ^^
as usual ,movies for the date, going by LRT..where something happened to have startled me O.O
i received his text msg while i was still queuing for train tickets at taman bahagia and intially i was heading to kelana jaya station. who noes i jus marched up to another platform which is heading towards paramount garden, without a doubt into the train and search for a seat. i jus realised when the train was moving half way, where the sceneries seems different as wut i usually been seeing..haha! i noticed that i've gone into the wrong train...dumb me!so i jus got down from the train and bough another ticket to KJ~~~hahaha~~i was so rushing since i tot he would have reached there and waiting for me...aiks~
while in the train , some thoughts jus flashed in mind in a sudden, regarding to proposal. i knew that we're gonna watch a movie bout proposal, and i was wondering wut if one day we discuss bout engagement, then how shud i decide then??kakak.. stupid and silly idea came to my mind at tat moment, wut if we'll let the train to decide for us..hahah~~~we'l marry if we get into the same train coincidentally...i even smiled and laughed out at the train since i was day dreaming there..
finally i'd reached ^^ i was so surpised when i saw him standing in front of me at the lower ground of the staircase...how come hez here?was he jus waited for me there??but wasnt it impossible to jus waited there?? O.O~~~OMGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~we were at the same train jus now without realising~~~~~OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG~~~~~~~~~~he was at the front, and i was at the back of the train , but both at the same train~~~OMGG~~he told he had waited at the first LRT station once he arrived since he guessed that i would be late for sure...OMGGG~~~if he wouldnt have waited for me and my sillyness of going for the wrong platform, we then impossibly to be at the same train ^^ hehehe... this makes me to feel really great~~~
movies were niceeee...District 9 and The proposal~~~i felt so happie and glad when he paid for my movies...i duno why , i jus felt happie ~~perhaps u might say itz a must for a guy to bear the cost of expenses for a date..however, this isnt wut it meant to me, i felt contented cos my bf wanted to fulfill wut i've been hoping for, although itz jus a movie ticket, but this is wut i've been hoping- to watch the proposal ^^ perhaps i might have felt wrongly, somehow im happie cos we watched it ^^
i felt sooo glad tat he intended to ask me to spend less and save more for myself. although i noe having a lunch at sakae sushi will be spending out of my weekly budget, but isnt it worth while to have a happie lunch ?he fulfilf me to be so happie, and i hope to treat him for his fav sushi cos i hope hez happie too ^^
the movie, THE PROPOSAL~~~GOSH~~i teared in the cinema, perhaps tat part was really touching to my heart !!!i felt so embarrassing when he realised that i was crying, and he kept looking at my face...OMGG...when he asked me to look at him, i felt to even cry harder...kakakakkakaka~~sorry to wet ya shirt..hahahha...especially ya chest...kaka~~
sighh....when can we date again ???i love you saying i love you to me , itz really sweet <333
it was a great day ..awesomely to be a happening day. i was so excited bout to meeting him for our date, somehow i din even noe the reason for it, but jus hope to stick with him ^^
as usual ,movies for the date, going by LRT..where something happened to have startled me O.O
i received his text msg while i was still queuing for train tickets at taman bahagia and intially i was heading to kelana jaya station. who noes i jus marched up to another platform which is heading towards paramount garden, without a doubt into the train and search for a seat. i jus realised when the train was moving half way, where the sceneries seems different as wut i usually been seeing..haha! i noticed that i've gone into the wrong train...dumb me!so i jus got down from the train and bough another ticket to KJ~~~hahaha~~i was so rushing since i tot he would have reached there and waiting for me...aiks~
while in the train , some thoughts jus flashed in mind in a sudden, regarding to proposal. i knew that we're gonna watch a movie bout proposal, and i was wondering wut if one day we discuss bout engagement, then how shud i decide then??kakak.. stupid and silly idea came to my mind at tat moment, wut if we'll let the train to decide for us..hahah~~~we'l marry if we get into the same train coincidentally...i even smiled and laughed out at the train since i was day dreaming there..
finally i'd reached ^^ i was so surpised when i saw him standing in front of me at the lower ground of the staircase...how come hez here?was he jus waited for me there??but wasnt it impossible to jus waited there?? O.O~~~OMGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~we were at the same train jus now without realising~~~~~OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG~~~~~~~~~~he was at the front, and i was at the back of the train , but both at the same train~~~OMGG~~he told he had waited at the first LRT station once he arrived since he guessed that i would be late for sure...OMGGG~~~if he wouldnt have waited for me and my sillyness of going for the wrong platform, we then impossibly to be at the same train ^^ hehehe... this makes me to feel really great~~~
movies were niceeee...District 9 and The proposal~~~i felt so happie and glad when he paid for my movies...i duno why , i jus felt happie ~~perhaps u might say itz a must for a guy to bear the cost of expenses for a date..however, this isnt wut it meant to me, i felt contented cos my bf wanted to fulfill wut i've been hoping for, although itz jus a movie ticket, but this is wut i've been hoping- to watch the proposal ^^ perhaps i might have felt wrongly, somehow im happie cos we watched it ^^
i felt sooo glad tat he intended to ask me to spend less and save more for myself. although i noe having a lunch at sakae sushi will be spending out of my weekly budget, but isnt it worth while to have a happie lunch ?he fulfilf me to be so happie, and i hope to treat him for his fav sushi cos i hope hez happie too ^^
the movie, THE PROPOSAL~~~GOSH~~i teared in the cinema, perhaps tat part was really touching to my heart !!!i felt so embarrassing when he realised that i was crying, and he kept looking at my face...OMGG...when he asked me to look at him, i felt to even cry harder...kakakakkakaka~~sorry to wet ya shirt..hahahha...especially ya chest...kaka~~
sighh....when can we date again ???i love you saying i love you to me , itz really sweet <333
Thursday, August 13, 2009
happie day~
happie day~~happy bday in advance to u ~~~^^
everything seemed to be working out according wit my plan..haha~~but i din expect that he nv drink at all~~~~~i could have ordered a glass of wine and a cocktail, instead of me drinking most of the wine, one jug is equally to a bottle...i nv deny im not a good drinker all the time~hehe~~i jus managed to drink half of it...aiks~~wasted~~~how could i wasted the wineee???aiskkkks...i noe u guys would say, dun care,,jus drink it until vomit~~hahah ~~
anyway, another failure was, i couldnt get him a blackforest cake..aiks~~i tot of getting him tat at ZEN, who noes not even at both ZEN and secret recipe~~luckly he likes the choco indulgence ^^
however, i tot of hugging him when singing the bday songs, at least i could whisper at his ear, who noes there were crownded, and the chair and table structure doesnt allow me to do so ..aiks~~~somehow, it was a happie day ^^
at least we had no arguements..^^ im happie that he treated me for movie, GI joe wasnt tat great though..kakak~~my next targeted movie would be the proposal~~~GOSH~~~
~the bday boy~~
fried calamari+ white wine
nice neh??of cos laa.. who ordered onee...
chicken meatballs with alfredo sauce with linguine
mussel Lombardi
alerr... boleh minum keh tak???o.O
this is nicee...
can i say beauty and the beast??hahah~~~KAKAKAKAK~~i love tis~ AW AW
happie bday ...TO U~~~~muackz~~~
hehe.. nice lee, ya choco indulgence...who choose onee~~~~hahahah
everything seemed to be working out according wit my plan..haha~~but i din expect that he nv drink at all~~~~~i could have ordered a glass of wine and a cocktail, instead of me drinking most of the wine, one jug is equally to a bottle...i nv deny im not a good drinker all the time~hehe~~i jus managed to drink half of it...aiks~~wasted~~~how could i wasted the wineee???aiskkkks...i noe u guys would say, dun care,,jus drink it until vomit~~hahah ~~
anyway, another failure was, i couldnt get him a blackforest cake..aiks~~i tot of getting him tat at ZEN, who noes not even at both ZEN and secret recipe~~luckly he likes the choco indulgence ^^
however, i tot of hugging him when singing the bday songs, at least i could whisper at his ear, who noes there were crownded, and the chair and table structure doesnt allow me to do so ..aiks~~~somehow, it was a happie day ^^
at least we had no arguements..^^ im happie that he treated me for movie, GI joe wasnt tat great though..kakak~~my next targeted movie would be the proposal~~~GOSH~~~
~the bday boy~~
fried calamari+ white wine
nice neh??of cos laa.. who ordered onee...
chicken meatballs with alfredo sauce with linguine
mussel Lombardi
alerr... boleh minum keh tak???o.O
this is nicee...
can i say beauty and the beast??hahah~~~KAKAKAKAK~~i love tis~ AW AW
happie bday ...TO U~~~~muackz~~~
hehe.. nice lee, ya choco indulgence...who choose onee~~~~hahahah
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
my frens and me...and PAN MEE^^
been some time for not meeting them up..they are coming back this month~~^^
first of all wil be JEAN~GOSH~~~im soooo happie when she sms me telling that shez back!!hehe~nv made to meet up last year due to finals...missed that chance~and im freaking free lately~~hoho~~itz time to hav some gossips and pillow talks...kekek~~we act met up tat day, after meeting with my buddy, chao~~hoho~~~wel, i was really anticipating to meeting him since we are alwis a good K team~~haha~~the feeling was real great, exciting~~however, i could feel that hez not as much talkactive as previously, or perhaps we hv not much topics anymore, some we could share off but some are not~~anyhow, hez stil my buddy~~^^
i met up wit jean after that, the gossip session was realllly fun~~talked a lot until we din realised time had jus passed so fastly~itz really an enjoyment to chit chat around with frens...topics of lives, families, educations, of cos bf~~~haha~~i jus cant wait to have another session of K wit her and her frens~~~~OH GOSH~~~~it shud be really amazing cos i doubt oni both of us would be the singing one~~~hoho~~~~
wel, another happie news is my DD is coming back for summer hols, i guess..haha~~happie to see her back to her home sweet home finally, with his sweetie as well.. i bet her parents would have got startled for some moment with her surprising planning..haha~
last but not least, I WAN PAN MEE~~~~~~~~~i jus wanna eat PAN MEE so badly~~~arrrrrrrrghhhh~~
first of all wil be JEAN~GOSH~~~im soooo happie when she sms me telling that shez back!!hehe~nv made to meet up last year due to finals...missed that chance~and im freaking free lately~~hoho~~itz time to hav some gossips and pillow talks...kekek~~we act met up tat day, after meeting with my buddy, chao~~hoho~~~wel, i was really anticipating to meeting him since we are alwis a good K team~~haha~~the feeling was real great, exciting~~however, i could feel that hez not as much talkactive as previously, or perhaps we hv not much topics anymore, some we could share off but some are not~~anyhow, hez stil my buddy~~^^
i met up wit jean after that, the gossip session was realllly fun~~talked a lot until we din realised time had jus passed so fastly~itz really an enjoyment to chit chat around with frens...topics of lives, families, educations, of cos bf~~~haha~~i jus cant wait to have another session of K wit her and her frens~~~~OH GOSH~~~~it shud be really amazing cos i doubt oni both of us would be the singing one~~~hoho~~~~
wel, another happie news is my DD is coming back for summer hols, i guess..haha~~happie to see her back to her home sweet home finally, with his sweetie as well.. i bet her parents would have got startled for some moment with her surprising planning..haha~
last but not least, I WAN PAN MEE~~~~~~~~~i jus wanna eat PAN MEE so badly~~~arrrrrrrrghhhh~~
Thursday, August 06, 2009
tasteless
wut are the things i can say ?
my feelings are weird!!i feel that i've been dragging him..im so worrying!!i started to feel as if i cant feel him with me...the major prob is that we have nothing to talk to each other..i noe that he feels bore all day long at home..but i really feel useless when i was trying to make him happie but ended up with bad result..sigh~wut is the prob i've been wondering..my prob?his prob??our prob would be, most probably.
somehow, i started to confused wutz the feeling of being in love..when i think bout this, my tears begin to drip!wutz happening between me and him???i cant feel sweet, or laughter brought by him~~~perhaps i've not been seeing him in person for so long, and this makes me to feel in such a way that I CANT FEEL MY BF~~the feeling of him is so abstractive...hazardous...sighhhh...it makes me to question myself all this while, i dont love my bf anymore???this makes me in fear.. i dun wan sad things happen between us, yet im feeling like this...tasteless..wut shud i do ??wut can i do ???
my feelings are weird!!i feel that i've been dragging him..im so worrying!!i started to feel as if i cant feel him with me...the major prob is that we have nothing to talk to each other..i noe that he feels bore all day long at home..but i really feel useless when i was trying to make him happie but ended up with bad result..sigh~wut is the prob i've been wondering..my prob?his prob??our prob would be, most probably.
somehow, i started to confused wutz the feeling of being in love..when i think bout this, my tears begin to drip!wutz happening between me and him???i cant feel sweet, or laughter brought by him~~~perhaps i've not been seeing him in person for so long, and this makes me to feel in such a way that I CANT FEEL MY BF~~the feeling of him is so abstractive...hazardous...sighhhh...it makes me to question myself all this while, i dont love my bf anymore???this makes me in fear.. i dun wan sad things happen between us, yet im feeling like this...tasteless..wut shud i do ??wut can i do ???
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