i love you cutie pie ^^

i love khalil~~

laziness and sickness made me to have abandoned the continuous post of blog here.it would be considered as happening, somewhat i still felt bored sometimes.grandpa had passed away for bout 3 weeks ago, everything has been back to norm after the incident happened with our expectation.however, we were relief that thing happened after the chinese new year.although it was said to be saddening, we believed it was a relief for him to release himself from the torture of severe pain derived from his sicknesses. may all our blessings be wit you, grandpa,we believed grandpa you would rest in peace.

wel, i had been fall sick too since the incident happened until lately to have recovered from my throat ulcers and infection.3 weeks of struggle from the pain experiences were enough to alwis remind not to have hot and spicy food and to take good care of my health~further, i learned to appreciate the importance to have good health ^^ i even wished to have a healthy life as one of my bday wish list for the year. however, i was not allowed to celeb my bday due to some reason. it was somewhat meaningless to keep myself at home in front of the pc. it wasnt wut i hope to, but my bday was really a 'blast' to me..haha!it was real bore.. i jus expected to have greetings from frens, which enough to make my day ^^
i just hope to count down before tat night wit my babe, even it was via sms.i hope high that he would be the first person to have wished me..the one that bear wit me all the time..but i was sad that he fall aslept...>.< should i be angry or sad wit him ???wt...haha~i kept sms and calling him but without any replies from him..wuuuu~~sad oo.. i even cried under my pillow..hahahahh~stupid me >.< my tear dripped off when i received a greeting msg from bear bear hoong and darren..the tear couldnt stop dripping out from my eyes..i couldnt picture that darren would rmb my bday and even sent me at 00:00++...WOW!

after all, i went for a japanese buffet wit my parents( shogun). it was quite awesome cos i received a surprise gift from Qing. it was my first ever gift of the day..i really appreciate wut she had done though i was jus a simple sashimi dish.i appreciate My cloud and Qing.. u gals are awesome..I LOVE U GALS~~~it was a nice lunch cos i really happie to see my dad fall aslept after getting too full wit the food and my mom releasing some in the toilet after intaking too much of ice cream..hahahahah~~they are really cute match^^

i done nothing much for the day..but i felt happie that babe went out on sunday night to get a pressie for me even it was raining so heavily, with additionally screwed by his parents to use the car. i din noe wut was his initiative of going out during heavy rain,i jus blamed him for not considering of his monday morning class and the heavy rain but decided to gone for a drink wit his fren.i got so pissed off wit wut he had told,i was suspicious that why must he gone for drink so frequently wit his bro??!!i realised that i've mistaken something after he told me the truth and i felt guilty yet touchy, even teared off..hahaha~~silly me again!

besides, i was happie too that one of my frens rmb and intended to celeb wit me on the day itself. well, my rejection of celebrating on tues had postponed our outing to wed morning for a breakfast, which he intended to treat me. somewhat, it was my nexxt day after my bday, so i decided to save it for my bf, for sure ^^ babe came to my place, gave me the bday pressie and the card.. be frank, the card has really melted me off and i'l throw a smile at my face whenever i look at it^^ it was really sweet to me.. THANK YOU BABE!!!muackz~

however, things were jus happened like roller coaster.i nv expected we had an arguement on wed night and we'd fighted.. i confronted to him and i cried like nobody business. my heart as if was stabbed by a sword deeply inside that made me hardly breath for words.i jus pushed him away when he was trying to hug me..i dunno how shud i face him at tat moment..i jus dun wanna look at him and cry at the corner..however, i hope someone was there to bring me up when i was feeling extremely down...i really hope that he could made some little promises to me as to show that he tries to bear the responsibility of a bf of mine.after all, i was surprised to see some tears at his eyes when i had calmed myself down and settled everything..O.O..i jus wanna give him a warm hug of mine ^^

everything seems to be fine until ytd. me and my fren had postponed the outing until saturday. he intended to treat me some food. so we decided to go MV in the morning for an outing before attending my afternoon class. he offered to fetch me but i rejected to go by myself, which i think would be less troublesome for him to come all the way to my house. we reached there quite early, around 10.30..then decided to redeem my RM300 worth vouchers from redbox. we were so early til some shops seemed not prepare for busines. so we jus wandered around tat area.rock corner was alwis my comfy place to shop. i marched in with my intention of searching for my fav artist, khalil!i knew that he has released new EP single, but i jus found another live concert in HK, which was not found in my collection..hehe!i jus grabbed the album and headed to the cashier. i knew it would cost me RM48.50 for an album but once in a blue moon to get myself a bday present perhaps. i was totally shocked when he took out a RM50 note from his wallet to pay for me and claim that as my bday present.OMG~~i was shocked and fighting for the payment to the shop keeper. i just dun wanna give a chance for him to buy me. i would be happie enough that he has the intention to buy me a gift..haha~however, the shop keeper even told me that khalil wil be organising a live music concert in genting arena star in somewhere may!!!!!how i wish i could gooooooooooooooo and watch it~~i hope for the VVIP one...wuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~my TOP FAV ARTIST!!!!WUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU..

after all, we felt that it was time to redeem my voucher cos it would easily be crowded especially during weekend. surprisingly the crowd did not happen on tat day and we jus changed our plan to K instead of eating. it was ok ok..but i wasnt in a good condition to sing right after i've recovered from my throat infection. but i was really guilty and sorry tat i laughed when singing wit him even i claimed that the lyrics were too geli to make me laugh, initially i couldnt stand when he was pitchy!!OMG~~~im real devil.. i noe im bad but i jus laughed out few times... cos it was a bit overly pithcy...IM SO SORRY~~~after all he fetched me to my college since it was almost time to 2 ^^ we were lost on the way cos he drove to the wrong fly over and called up his mom for help in the end..i felt embarrassing to talk on the phone wit his mom to seek for direction..somewhat his mom was very friendly and gave us guide where to go.. cool..lively GPS ^^ ..im sorry!

the peak has came... babe was angry!!!i was really laughing like hell when i called babe asking him how are u babe wit my sweet lovely tone.. he answered me that "dying at home ar!"..hahahahahahah!!!i tried to be serious but i could pictured his face at tat moment..i wasnt mean to make him angry but babe was being so cute laa that made me to laugh out!!!his overly caring and protection have reflected another side of him, which is CUTE!!muackzzz~~although i felt scared and worried that babe would get really mess up and angry wit me,somewhat his cutie pie reaction gave me the patient to get thing over with open heart^^muaackz!!