Friday, September 29, 2006

sarangeul

i found myself some kinda trouble maker...haha!!!

wel,i met up with my gang today...i got a feelings in a sudden...wel,i've gotta say that i've considered u as in the gangla dearie!back to this,when things happen,i might tell my classmates or maybe even andrew,somehow,they'l have the story only,however,the very personal n inner feelings will be kept to my gang!itz kinda weird to say this...i found that true frens are precious in life...the one who really shares ya predicaments..ya ups n downs..and such!the one that really takes u as themselves no matter wut!they are willing to share wutever things with u!no matter wut,true frens will nv give up or let go u!im soooooo proud to say that i got the true fren in my life!n the greatest of all is i got them...not oni one!those are the dearies who can share my thoughts,my emotions,or even the bad side of me..being embarrasing in front of the public.and such!not even bf!

last but not least..i love u guys much!i appreacite u guys!thank GOD for letting me to meet u guys in my life!sarangeul!

Thursday, September 28, 2006

many cases...let me mention it one by one here...

as usual,i have costing class with ms por in the morning....but i was kinda surprised cos the class was kinda packed,i thought we are starting the class by 9 and another group by 10...haha!anyway,when the moment i went into the classroom,i saw a guy in black shirt and sat at the corner side there..so i decided to sit with pat n tim cos they were jus behind him!i thought he was the one that i've been bumping for..but this was another guy..haha!anyway,hez kinda cute too!suddenly eric came to the class n sat beside me...haha!i was kinda surprised that he act attended the class...hahah!wel,we were talking bout downloading mp3...i've gotta thank u man!!i was writing down the MP3 which i wan..and he said he'l transfer to my mp3 the songs that he has...and see whether we like the same songs or not!!wah...such a luvly guy!!kakka!
after class..i had my drum lesson with jim..wel,he told me that therez an underground performance held this saturday at KL...for the local bands to perform their own composed songs...to show their talents n skills as well!!he'l be there...but the prob is im gonna celebrate my granpaz birthday this saturday...furthermore do u think my dad will let me go??u shud noe the answer rite??dearie!!jus forget bout it!but i feel like goin to watch thisla...cos i wanna see the local bands!!
later,andrew came n had lunch togather..as usual,,taiko has flied to Langkawi...i've wondering will he buy us some sourvenirs????but i dun think so lol...haih!!this taiko...haih!i really wanna have a look at tai soula!!!i think she might be pretty then oni be able to steal my taikoz heart!!!kakakak!
i cant wait to see taiko...cos bob is back!!!!u shud noe wut i mean so im not gonna tell u rite here!!!shhhhhhhhh!

Friday, September 22, 2006

taiko is awesome but kinda mature

friday again...

i was kinda moody this morning...my tears jus dripped off when i was showering...sometimes i do feel funny!then i went to coll for macroeconomics!im being kinda worry cos itz hard to me!wut shud i do?i gotta catch up by myself...no one is there to help me...i have to put much effort on it!yaya..before that,i saw taiko when i got down from the car...he was looking awesome...seriously exactly like tt from the back view...he had his presentation in the morning so he had gotta dress up formally...he was really awesome but kinda mature..kakak!later i sent him a msg to wish him all the best!later after class,me gang had planned to have lunch n later go to cc...since our break is from 12 to 4 before the next class began...yiko jus gave me a call..n my reaction was to go there n meet both of them!i felt bad but i felt really closed to them...though im happie with my gang...somehow,they are really bros to me!we had lucnh at another place...then jus went to taikoz car to put his stuff n paid for the parking again since he wanna play with us!later we walked there...n we played the same game again-battlefield 2!with more players today..where my gang joined us to play as well!kakakak!for sure me n yiko would be the same team!!we lost !!!!then another time we played...but not with them...it was really geram since taiko kept tricking on me!!!later he gotta go since he has a replacement class then he jus fetched us to go home!!wah..wut a nice taiko...of cos we wan since we dun have to walk back!we went back to yikoz house to play the sim2...haha!i created a guy...looks kinda handsome..eveyrthing was based on tt...kakaka!even his name...kakak!

UK again!

i met up with my ex gang...

after class i jus went for my drum lesson..well,jimmy is a skillful player n pro teacher...i admire his playing..somehow i wont melt off..kaka!after the class he asked me to whether im interested in teaching keyboard!wow..such a great offer..teaching a tthe roland rock school...sounds something that i desire much rite?i was really excited at first...but when i thought further on it..something fear me...im not patient..im not experienced,perhaps u might ask me to give it a try...but im the oni one...so wut ever i do will indirectly influence the music school where i dun hope soomething unpleasant will happen!i jus wanna get rid of it!furthermore my expression is not good enough to be a music teacher!perhaps i might play well or compose well...but i jus hardly express my knowledge to others...i'l rather choose to teach without paid so that pressure is not there!
then,i went to section 14 to meet up my gang!i was so worried that i'l have nothing to talk to them..well,at least not bad huh!kim is gonna fly to UK on 23rd sept 2006 at 1am!!well,i knew this gal since form2..we were so 'clicked' to each other..we can read each other mind well..though we din say out but we noe wutz playing in our mind!i hope she'l have a nice life there!all the best my dear...GOD blessed!

battlefield 2

im back guys...letz begin with the day before yesterday..

it was wed,as usual i'l have english law with mr stephen in the morning n later FA2 in the afternoon after the break..i was kinda pissed cos ms rupha jus cancelled her class in the morning,therefore i jus chilled out with yikoh after law lesson..around 1pm huren came to coll without knowning that the class had been cancelled..then we jus went for a lunch since i was kinda hungry..anyway,happy belated birthday to u!but i din buy him a cake since i jus brought 10 bucks to coll cos i wanna make up some savings!i feel kinda bad..but he nv treated me badly cos that this!he even treated me a strawberry sundae which i was kinda surprised with it!he was asking me which flavour do i like when we were queing up at the cashier..n i dinno that he bought that for me!!kakak!such a luvly guy!taiko came but he went to another place to have his lucnh before entering the exam hall!yiko went to meet taiko n me jus stayed there cos i think itz kinda rude to jus leave him up rite?after finised my lunch then we walked back to coll to meet up taiko!!huren had something to do...so he jus went off..but i did sing him a birthday song after this!yiko n me were being stand by for taiko with his notes out there so that he can have some 'emergency aids' whenever he needs it!after the exam,we went to cc since they're gonna have class at 6.30..where it was around 5...3 of us went for battlefield 2!me n yiko wanted to walk there at first,but taiko was so caring to drive us there...hahah!n we did chatted some issues in the car..the feelings were jus like real bros!then,yiko n i vesus taiko alone..kakak!of cos we'l win rite...but the main point here is getting 3 of us sitting togather at the same roll..playing the same game...screaming togather...enjoying though taiko alwiz trick on me!the moment was really sincere...really enjoyable where i cant get it with my classmates...though there are nice guys but jus the feelings of sharing everything is not there!later i jus went home n they went for class!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

im gonna be alone!

congrats to andrew!!he had won the singing competition through out the contestants came from various countries...he did really well!!im pretty proud of him!!!

anyway,i feel kinda boring during the weekends though i did went for some shopping with my parents but im seemed to have done window shopping so far..kaka!

one of my best frens is leaving on this coming friday to further her studies in UK!why is everyone leaving this year?the one i love so much ,my frens,even the one i care so much has not come back for a hols or any visits!haih,the oni thing is to wait for them to come back here..but this would hardly happen to some of them especially the guys!i feel so empty inside my heart in a sudden...the feeling is just being so unsolid bout wut i have...somehow i just cant control anything..anyhow,i think that my feelings towards tt has been lacking,since the feeling is jus so unsolid!i mean therez nothing possible to happen between us..n i shouldnt have being so stubborn bout it!sometimes,i do feel gloomy whenever i feels lonely cos i would think of him at the first place...of cos i would miss seeing his face...his smile...listening to his laughters..his playing..his position would nv fall and to be maintained for long time..
since the one i loved so much has left n im trying to accept the reality so i think my disappearance of my frens would oso wont matter me rite?i dunno whether i can do it or not..but im being so worried that there might be none of my gang continue the degree course with me here!!im fear to be lonely...i dun hope to be left alone here...but my family jus cant afford me to study overseas!!this is such a sad thing to me!so many of them are leaving to UK!!perhaps some of them dun intend to do the degree n jus go to the pro course!

Friday, September 15, 2006

i dun wanna disappoint my parents!

seems like many things happened in a day..

my first class of macroeconomics..i have got the same lecturer teaching me since my first semester until now...we've got so familiar with her...shez a nice n friendly person...and i think shez so knowledgable...she used to teach me microeconomic, business communication and now macroeconomic!seriously i found it pretty tough...cos i dun really know wut happen during her class..anyway,i would try my best to crack my mind!!during the short break,i accompanied feng yun to buy some food from the wet market which is out of my interest,but i did buy some snacks!noe wut...i was kinda late to class this morning,but luckily my fren reserved a place for me!!thanks guys!i was kinda impressed cos we were all six ppl sitting at the same roll!!with oni two long tables...n this was really packed up!!but the feelings was really great...so closed to each other n we could chat!!not forgotten,therez this guy studying the same class with me this morning,his gang n him sat at the other side of the class!hez considered as my type of guy which i was kinda attracted to him!!kakaka!but badly pat told me that he smoked out there during break!!haih....after the class,part of my frens went off...so i jus met up with taiko n yikoh and oso choo!i act saw taiko in the morning where i asked him wherez yikoh..but he jus asked me to call him later n blahs!!after class,we went up to the pc lab,wilson was judging their presentation at another lab!he cut his hair,i heard that hez kinda strict in marking their cw!wel,i think hez cool n brilliant!!kaka!then,choo n taiko were negotiating bout the cw!somehow,i would not hope to put much personal view on it cos itz between them!suddenly allen came!!haha!!we've nv seen this guy for such a long time!then me,yikoh n taiko went for a lunch!it seems that evry friday is a family day for us..kaka!at first we went to coffee bean just to chase after wilson..kakak!but unfortunately hez not there,so we tended to choose the shop next door!the food was jus averagela!on the way,taikoz anger aroused since they had compromised the price ytd but choo changed her mind today!she wans RM100 extra...taiko was pretty angry with her attitude he'l pay for it as long as she could get things done on time.later,david came,taikoz teacher n had lunch with us..we gotta have some topics since we were discussing bout starscopes!!can u jus imagine that 3 guys act discussed bout their horoscopes???i thought this would oni be a topic among gals..haih..the world has changed!kakak!after taiko went to his class,i went to andrewz house to play some games!later i went to coll...n i saw wilson!!!!poor thing he has to teach until 9pm!!from 9am to 9pm!!!but hez stil look fresh anyway!we had a short talk n after that my dad came to pick me up!

my daily routine jus sounds boring n useless!!!i've gotta do something meaningful!!i cant be doing all this all the time!i really have to pick up my studies!!i never thought of being the perfect one,but at least to be equal to wut my parents have paid for me!i feel sorry if i cant do weel for them!u might be saying that im doing these for myslef not them...but as long as they wan me to study,no matter how i would bring something back for them!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

take a look around

the linkage of a situation to another has been happening...

after viewing the dvd,some inspirations aroused in my soul to take up the challenge to complete the song ''take a look around'' by limp bizkit,where we used to perform in a rock version,with our own improvisasions!!wut an amaze!i hope this would nv over but the reality has told me to stop drowning in my dream!later,when i got home,the very first thing was to switch on my keyboard n tried to complete the solo parts for sharpur,bassist and tt!of cos i would not be able to maintain the entire song..but at least i would tried my best to make it sounds something previously played!i put much of effort on it..but i couldnt finish it on the day...wel,thatz fine cos i would spend time n effort on it!i even dun intend to replace the new file with the old file cos i think the old one would be somehow a memory to me!kakkaka!wut a stupid gal rite?anyway,i do admit that!

after i got kinda tiring,then i jus went to bed..i thought of getting my MP3 player with me so that i would have a nice dream at that night!i went to bed pretty early but i couldnt sleep!i shared at the ceiling above..my brain was functioning which tonnes of ideas and feelings ruined into my nerves...i felt pretty depressed in a sudden..i felt lonely and sorrowful!'i would never have a chance to meet him again in life'...'no one would be as good as him'...
the tears just dripped off where i felt something stroke into my heart at that moment!i felt really harsh!!despite,i did felt worried bout this burden...i felt scary if i were to take a long time to recover!????i've compare the guys around me with tt n my heart would tells me that tt is the best!somehow i think this has becoming a burden to me where im limiting myself to live in a cage!wut shud i do?though nothing has happen between us,im the oni one who loves him like hell..i thought it would be so contented to love someone at first,but this fact has turned to be a mistake to me!

Friday, September 08, 2006

no chance of approaching bob!

i got kinda pissed off with taiko!!

early in the morning,i had blogged out a pice of my mind cos i felt bad mood...i knew this gal from thai n we had a long conversation..after that me,Dao(that thai gal) and taiko went to have a breakfast..after that,he went to the lab to begin his cw n i tended to bring Dao to her frens house,which is the houseing area nearby there.she asked me to walk back half way n thanked me for accompanied her!wel,shez nice n able to speak fluent english language!then i jus went to the pc to meet up taiko..he asked me to use the pc to online then i jus followed as wut he said since my class was cancelled due to the sports carnival which we were supposed to attend it at a field nearby our coll..but i dun really like it since i din even attend it previous year!we just stayed in coll...he was surfing the net n figuring out the java error!i found him kinda irritating cos he was listening to the MP3 from his laptop,which was kinda loud and other classmates were doing their cws!u din bother cos i was listening to mine!then i heard some song that sounds nice...'the corrs','shania twain','same same' which i wanted to get their new MP3 but couldnt,so he just asked me to pass him my MP3!wel,i was kinda impressed with my taiko cos hez not like this all the while to me...good taiko man!hahah!after andrew had came to meet us up..he thought of seeking wilson at coffee bean,so me n andrew were so excited of getting a cup of ice-blended drinks!unfortunately wilson wasnt there,and we saw a cool guy,dressed casually,carrying a back-pack with a laptop inside,was dressed in singlet n shorts,listening to his MP3,i saw a real cool tatto on his right arm!cool!yiko knew me well,n we intended to choose a table beside his...wow!i got a strategy place which was just beside him...but wutz wrong with taiko to sit at my place though i was jus disappeared a while to purchase my food!?i was dam geram where yikoh was trying to calm me down!we did enjoyed our lunch cos it was really nice!friday seems to be a 'family' day for us!then taiko saw his teacher there-david,who teaches keyboard n drum at mahogany,who is a colleague of bob!!!taiko seemed helping me to get some info bout bob..he was asking david whether bob is here or not...but the answer was not favourable.he got so sick til hez now in a hospital!!wut happen?i was taken aback!they looked at me but i was speechless at that moment..how could it be?i felt thankful to taiko cos he got me some facts...but this feelings have disappeared not until he had gave me a big prob!he asked me n yikoh to reload the parking fees for him as we did walked n paid up n got back to mahogany jus to return his key!we walked all the way from coffee bean to our coll n back to mahogany cos hez our taiko!we went up to the music store..i was kinda uncontrolable cos varies types of music tools n instruments are there...i hardly ignore n just played the digital piano there!wel,though casio privia is not my favour but i stil felt like playing it cos itz irresistable!i did asked david bout the fee,deposit n regustration fees,n this approximately costs me rm330 which i think was kinda expensive than other music school!then taiko asked me to play some songs so i jus played..i played ''the reason'' since he has the score with him...i couldnt believe that he said i even played better than his teacher!i ought to be proud with it but his teacher was just next door!how could he not hear that?i felt so shameful!n david asked me wut grade am i..i just told him that i finished my grade 7!then taiko told me that he has nothing...and he just passed by me!then taiko kept asking me to teach part time here...he even asked the boss there...shit!i was kinda blur when she asked my qualification!i was dam shameful cos david was there...i dun wan this to happen cos i dun belongs to there!there are teachers ready there so i dun wanna fight with them!itz not a good case!furthermore my purpose to there is being as a student to learn drum n oso to grab a chance to see bob!i think itz a mistake for me to went up there...things happened out of my expectation n i think my first impression to david was kinda bad...but i did nothing wrong,just played the piano!why has it to be so complicated!?i nv meant to show off,just the sense of playing aroused!i just followed my heart!i jus played when i felt like playing!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

escape

i wanna get rid of it...

the very first thing that comes to my mind every morning is someone appearing in my mind!someonez picture just flashes in a moment!i thought time could decides everything...i thought time could cureme up!but this seems to be useless at this moment!i got bad mood every night when i got to my bed...ready to walk on my dream path..but i got fail everytime to get to the doorway!the same thing happen to me every morning,which would destroy my mood for the day!the same thing happen in everydayz routine...where i feel like crying at night and early in the morning when i jus got up from my bed!i hate this feelings....im trying to improve by listening to MP3..but it never helps anyway!things got worsen when i have no class for the day!i un hope to meet my frens with a bad face..i dun wanna spoilt their mood as well...so i'l keep telling myself that i have no prob with it!but sometimes i really wanna espress it out!

Monday, September 04, 2006

my first day of semester 3

first day of semester 3....

im not feeling excited in the morning,perhaps i was kinda down cos i had a bad rest last night!i couldnt sleep well cos something was interrupting my mind from seeking the peacufulness!i turned off the pc very early and tended to get to bed earlier than usual cos i wanna have a fresh mind for my first day!who know i couldn't get myself relaxed since i kept thinking of him!how could it be!?i thought everything has over...somehow,the powerful tune of the electric guitar reminds me of him,the sentimental tune of the classical guitar has reminds me of him,the song titled ''the reason'' and ''take a look around'' have remind me of him!there are many more which would bring his picture out to my mind!though itz just a memory,somehow the feelings are there n the picture is clear enough to make me fall deeply into it!
back to my rountine,i went to college to meet up my frens!well,andrew called me early in the morning where i had just took my bathe..the first sentence i told him was ''i felt like crying'' he felt the same thing as me too!it pretty usual to hear this from his mouth!we know him very well!then,we went to clucth since we havent been there for a long time!i wanna scream and this seemed to be a good place to release my stress!!sooner or later,tim just msg me but i din bother bout it cos i was at the peak time!but i gotta say sorry cos i saw him coming up here!!i felt bad..later,pat called me whether to have lunch or not..but taiko was coming over to meet us up...so of cos i would hope that 3 of us would have lunch rite!?but we ended up not having lunch cos i gotta go for my class!ENGLISH LAW!sounds boring but i think this shud be kinda interesting!somehow, the class was kinda boring cos itz jus the begining!when break time,i went to have some food with andrew,well,this time i met his classmate,who is a guy named kevin that came back from US!hmmm,he seems to be kinda friendly n outgoin but the feeling was kinda differ until the time we shook our hands!hmmm,i m pretty concern bout how a person shakes their hand as in this might give me a judgement at the first impression!he can be considered kinda well looking person n speaks in a gentle way..but this is oni the first time i met him...sometimes,itz jus hardly to judge a person without knowing him in a longer period!after that,i got another class until 6pm which i dinno at all cos i dun have the time table with me anyway,i was kinda bored with the lecturing!we planned to write a letter to request for another lect cos she seems to just focus on the exam questions!!!shez not teaching us for knowledge but jus to prepare to sit for the exams!i think this shudnt be the proper way whereby we have no idea of wutz she teaching in front with the aid of projector n power point presentation!how could she be like this?we wan knowledge as well to sit for the exams!

Sunday, September 03, 2006

felt annoyed by someone.....

i got really disappointed with him!

andrew is my best fren,and oso as a second bro of mine as well.we love him much,but sometimes i really dun wanna bother bout him cos he has been repeating the same thing all this while!why has he to behave in this way?excuse me!hez a guy k..i dun mind he has a bf..but please not to behave like gals,or sometimes even worse than a gal does!i mean why has he to become like this?he alwis been telling us that leo has changed his entire life!well,why have u to be like this?being so suspicious,curious,jealous bout him and oso the ppl around him!though hez my bro,im not at his side i doing all these!i could feel that leo is being kept by an eye on his personal life!even me do feel that hez being captured every moment...every movements!i knew u cant control ya emotions but cant u just stop doing all these!?have u ever try of thinking why has he to avoid u?why has he to do things secretly?if i were leo,i would jus chuck u off like a pan cake!or jus torture u until u decide to break up from me..but for sure i'l just change my handphone number!sometimes i do tell him that u've being kinda over to his life..i mean u guys are oni couple...is he supposed to tell u every single things that he does?there is a boundary n he has the right to choose keep as P&C!im kinda pity leo though andrew is my bro!i knew u love him very much ...or u might wanna die without him in ya life..but i think thatz not the way to maintain a healthy relationship!ya caring n sincere have turned to be restraint and dread!i do feel kinda annoyed cos he'l telling me all this things all the time!cant u jus have ya own life instead of looking into his?he'l wanna have his life though hez in relationship with u!cant u jus have some time on ya education instead of purchasing all the courseworks which i feel kinda stupid in doing that!stop playing with fire if u cant!love is not everything...

Saturday, September 02, 2006

taiko+yiko+saimui

i was dam pissed off last fri...

i din go to mirado cos my teacher suggested me to stop my piano lesson for a period of time..furthermore tt is no longer there,so wutz the motivation of being there?kkakakak!anyway,iw as supposed to hand out my MYOB coursework on last fri,and apparently i'd done 90% of it,who noes i forgotten to back up some sheets...so i gotta use up some of timz work!thanks buddy!i act could leave earlier but who noes this person was kept following me wherever i go!im so annoyed by him k!i knew his objectives but how am i gonna reject him?i really have no idea bout it!i got really fade up with him!why cant he jus attend classes!?i hate this kinda ppl!!but i have no choice,so to ayuen!i just gotta stay back n get his piece of shit done!wel,i could tell u that he might just pass his exam with flying colours...but without any knowledge n skills!i dun intend to spend my time teaching n explainig to him every single steps n purposes if oni hez the one i love!i dun hope my love one would blindly pass up the work that i've done for him!somehow,if hez just the normal one,i will just get the entire done!perhaps i got the advance in doing the extras!

the happie thing came now,wel,before my class started,i went to coll in the morning so that i could met up my yiko,andrew!wel,taiko,barry was there as well,just finished his class!then me n yiko just went to his classroom,waiting for him to go for lunch!wilson was there,the lecturer,he was helping him in breaking some kinda codes,we were then discussing some issues!!haha!taiko asked me to teach him ''the reason''!hey bro,tatz my song,dun ever steal it!how could he said that im clever???this word would nv come out from his mouth ever!i was dam proud when he said that!kakakaka!after that,we went to the bank for him to withdraw some cash...but this wouldnt belong to him in a long time,not an hour i think cos we went to coffee bean for lunch jus becos the lect dare him!hahah!wilson is such a funnny n friendly person!the feelings were pretty nice cos three of us seldom sit down n had lunch gather!futhermore the atmosphere was dam comfortable!we had a long chat...almost 2++ hours..got to now him better...all of us better!i'd discovered that wilson act plays very well classical guitar!ahuh!i was so impressed with it!cool man!after the lunch,wilson has to attend class,taiko has to attend his keyboard lesson,yiko has to discuss his proposal wit his frens,i have class..then i walked to coll with wilson!wow!i felt so protective walking beside him!hez so dam tall...despite im too short!hez so kinda n friendly,the way he speaks shows that hez educated,gently english spoken!chun!i hope he'l be lecturing me for INS!

Friday, September 01, 2006

fearless v.s. final countdown

continued.......

during the practice section,we bought something for jean during the break time!we act planned to buy it but we dinno her taste!therefore,we kept asking her when we went to shop for a while!i even asked her whether she has buy her fav album or not n she tended to figure it out!!kakaka!stupid me!fortunately we din buy that for her!each of us bought her a necklace n oso wrote her a card!i hope she likes them!

on the day,act shud be 3 days!friday,sunday and the national day!well,it was really crownded cos term hols was on that time!i saw many lcs as well...kakaka!the first n second times were nicely performed!but the last concert was the greatest!seriously!im not being to show off or wut...but i was dam proud with our team!aparrently the DJz teams are performing on friday n sunday while the 1U teams perform on sat n the national day!who knows we were the invited guest performers!!!kakakaka!n on thurs,we felt so being alienated cos we were the only team from DJ!luckily alan joined our gang!he boosted up our song with the mixer..he did his best to make our song sounded powerful so to attract more audiences!frankly we did enjoy the applause n cheers!i waited for the last team to perform their 'final countdown'!well,i was told that this guy named bernard was asked for autograph!oooooo!i really wanna have a view of their show!i waited till i got gastric cos i din eat my lunch!i asked lunlun for sweet n he asked why..i just told him that i got gastric!wow!!!how great if u are olderle!!i have to say thanks n u're such a sweet guy!he turned to get me some sweets!yaya,back to this bernard,i saw him when i reached the music center n he looks fine at first!but,the impression turned to go bad as his attitudes n characteristics have found to be exactly like eddy!yucks!when itz his show time,he walked to the side of the stage..n just turned to us n gave us a share!sucks man!however,the performance was jus so-so since alan had done something...kaakkakakakaa!why couldn't i hear the electric guitar part?kakakaka!!!why was the keyboard being played so loudly?kakakakakak!sorry my dear..u have to accept the reality that my electric guitar part sounds stronger n more powerful than yours though i played it out using keyboard!where are all ya effects?pull?bend up?bend down?hammer?the ascending n descending running notes?even my power chords were more pwoerful than yours since u used ya electric guitar with eddyz strip!kakakakakaka!