wutz love ? i've lost the definition dy..haha
after cases of cases that making me to feel fed up, im not sure how long would my uncertainty wil last and how long would the enthusiasm be..hmmm..this isnt the first time to feel like this, but everything has recovered so quickly previously. however, itz getting harder now, perhaps when u get hurt for times and times, itz not so easy to get things over becos the wounds have recovered externally oni.
as i alwis study in my degree, when i have my cw to do, the referencing alwis there to prove as an evidence that something had been said or done or stated by somebody. in other words,if something has happened, the outcome of it would have last for not oni some period, perhaps it affects the overall outcome at the end of the day becos the evidence as the past history is there and no doubt it could be altered provided there is enough BETTER evidence to correct the previous misstatement.otherwise,the initial evidence wil be carried on. therefore, i alwis believe there's no turning back point once u've done something really critical and we hav the responsibility upon it.thereby, sometimes i feel pretty funny when reading some quotations and history of some past politicians, their foolishness sometimes would entertainment instead and i doubt how could and would all these so called 'educated' being such fools in their decision and words?after all, we'l see the apology as the headlines of the day..HAA!forgiving is a good habit, emotions could lead to improper language and irrational thoughts..but i alwis think is 'SORRY' everything?hmm.. if it is, then why would there be courts,laws, judges and such for punishments and sentences?why would ppl caught in jail for their wrong doings?why wouldnt jus say 'im sorry' and tatz bout it?haha.. God has taught us to be forgivable on wrong doings of others, however, i personally feel that they are to responsible for they've done.
wel, tat day was chit chatting wit my good fren, he told me that guys have no rights and shudnt be selfish over their love one.as a guy, he unds that itz important to make things clear so that guys would never be a burden to their love one. they jus cant bear the cost and risk for it perhaps it could affect the future time of a gal. so nv be selfish to the person that u love no matter how deep is ya love to her. i got startled after listening to his words.. im so proud to have such a great guy fren..dude u're cool man!
next wil be how i feel now, i feel sien dy.. dun feel like planning dy ... tire...how come my plans alwis fail?i've tot of places, presents, food,time, day...but jus failed.. sien niaa!i was excited at the beginning of january, getting ideas for celebration, and even felt nice when discussing wit my frens bout ideas, slowly felt jealous when my frens shared their experiences wit me, somehow i believe i could do it too ^^ but after some failures and cases, in fact, the mood for it has lost dy, and i think it really makes me fed up to plan in the future. perhaps i'l jus leave things in their way so that i wont get disappointed in an emergent way..perhaps i've been caring too much, itz time for me to losing up and not to take things so seriously dy. wut happen to u CSL.. how could ya first love valentines be so trashing...
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
360 degrees
wowo...im happie wit my current life!!
although it seems pretty busy sometimes and free at some time,it gives myself an objective at least to be achievable instead of knowing nowhere to go. my sis went to sarawak for a vacation upon the company trip,i so would be alone for 2 nights. anyway, woke up early in the morning for preparation of the classes. reached there by 9.30++ and decided to get my breakfast. it is alwis not comparative for a canned soya bean with the soya bean that i alwis buy from morning market..the class was pretty boring, started with self introduction and it took us almost 30++ mins. finally we've realised that we are all been so shallowed and way more to go in reaching their level. they are knowledgeable,skilled,highly qualified and experienced. there are professional qualified and master degrees all around as my coursemates..hehe!!unbelievable of having such great coursemates..but me and yuan been thinking how to get to noe them ..hahah!!the class is quiet as we both were not use to it since we've been studyin with talkactive and 'aggressive' coursemates all the time..haha~~the class is just tooo quiet somehow.
we then went to KFC for lunch...sigh!!!we really gotta figure out wut could we get for lunch for other time. itz really unhealthy of having fast food so often..sigh!!itz nice to have frens when u study so that u'l not feel lonely. we intended to go for a walk after consuming a high calorie lunch. we went for a walk to the exhibition of hp sales..haha~~it was really sucks.. could u imagine 'iPhone' selling at RM199 with a buy one free one promotion???haha....i can tel u one thing is..jus get it at the apple store ba!!how could they not willing to sell off the display unit when the customer is even willing to pay for the price and request for the display unit??hahaa..the packaging of the product and the design of the hp are similar to the real iPhone,the difference was without the branding..haha!
it was hot and sunny so we've decided getting back to the air-con classroom..haha!the class was carried on with the same lecturer and we found it quite boring cos we felt that the lecture was slightly general at this moment. perhaps it would be improved sooner or later when the new syllabus has made clear.the class ended earlier and me and my 2 frens were taking LRT together ^^ so happie ^^ someone has got the touch n go card and left me and sam there for the long queue of tickets. the machines were down and all the queues were really long. we waited and finally got our tickets ^^ we got up to the escalator and hur ming rushed us for the train since it reached. we tried to and he got into the train. by the time we've rushed from up from the escalator, too bad we jus managed to wave our hands and said BYE to hurming since the doors were closing...hahahahah!!wut a dumb kia.. he shud have waited for us laaa..we both believed that it was fated for no one to accompany him along the way back home for today..heehehe!!pity him laa..
when we both were stil in the LRT, hur ming suddenly called me up and told me tat my parents were waiting at the station dy..i jus laughed at him that he've reached the station so early and fast dy hor..kekekekeke!!!funny la this guy..
but when the time i've reached the station and got up into the car, my parents told me that we've gotta go KL to visit grandpa since hez got into the hospital..== swt!!i jus got bak from KL oni !!
finally reached home and felt quite tiring...and babe was waiting for me..hehe!!muackz!!although it was quite short, but at least managed to webcam with babe for a while before hez got to bed ^^ it was nice when someone was trying to make u happie and smile when u are feeling exhaustive and tiring with ya day ^^ even itz jus a simple chat and joke would made my day ^^ thx !!itz really nice to see babe having cute actions and faces in front me and 360 degrees of changes in front of others ..hehe!!
although it seems pretty busy sometimes and free at some time,it gives myself an objective at least to be achievable instead of knowing nowhere to go. my sis went to sarawak for a vacation upon the company trip,i so would be alone for 2 nights. anyway, woke up early in the morning for preparation of the classes. reached there by 9.30++ and decided to get my breakfast. it is alwis not comparative for a canned soya bean with the soya bean that i alwis buy from morning market..the class was pretty boring, started with self introduction and it took us almost 30++ mins. finally we've realised that we are all been so shallowed and way more to go in reaching their level. they are knowledgeable,skilled,highly qualified and experienced. there are professional qualified and master degrees all around as my coursemates..hehe!!unbelievable of having such great coursemates..but me and yuan been thinking how to get to noe them ..hahah!!the class is quiet as we both were not use to it since we've been studyin with talkactive and 'aggressive' coursemates all the time..haha~~the class is just tooo quiet somehow.
we then went to KFC for lunch...sigh!!!we really gotta figure out wut could we get for lunch for other time. itz really unhealthy of having fast food so often..sigh!!itz nice to have frens when u study so that u'l not feel lonely. we intended to go for a walk after consuming a high calorie lunch. we went for a walk to the exhibition of hp sales..haha~~it was really sucks.. could u imagine 'iPhone' selling at RM199 with a buy one free one promotion???haha....i can tel u one thing is..jus get it at the apple store ba!!how could they not willing to sell off the display unit when the customer is even willing to pay for the price and request for the display unit??hahaa..the packaging of the product and the design of the hp are similar to the real iPhone,the difference was without the branding..haha!
it was hot and sunny so we've decided getting back to the air-con classroom..haha!the class was carried on with the same lecturer and we found it quite boring cos we felt that the lecture was slightly general at this moment. perhaps it would be improved sooner or later when the new syllabus has made clear.the class ended earlier and me and my 2 frens were taking LRT together ^^ so happie ^^ someone has got the touch n go card and left me and sam there for the long queue of tickets. the machines were down and all the queues were really long. we waited and finally got our tickets ^^ we got up to the escalator and hur ming rushed us for the train since it reached. we tried to and he got into the train. by the time we've rushed from up from the escalator, too bad we jus managed to wave our hands and said BYE to hurming since the doors were closing...hahahahah!!wut a dumb kia.. he shud have waited for us laaa..we both believed that it was fated for no one to accompany him along the way back home for today..heehehe!!pity him laa..
when we both were stil in the LRT, hur ming suddenly called me up and told me tat my parents were waiting at the station dy..i jus laughed at him that he've reached the station so early and fast dy hor..kekekekeke!!!funny la this guy..
but when the time i've reached the station and got up into the car, my parents told me that we've gotta go KL to visit grandpa since hez got into the hospital..== swt!!i jus got bak from KL oni !!
finally reached home and felt quite tiring...and babe was waiting for me..hehe!!muackz!!although it was quite short, but at least managed to webcam with babe for a while before hez got to bed ^^ it was nice when someone was trying to make u happie and smile when u are feeling exhaustive and tiring with ya day ^^ even itz jus a simple chat and joke would made my day ^^ thx !!itz really nice to see babe having cute actions and faces in front me and 360 degrees of changes in front of others ..hehe!!
Friday, January 08, 2010
nasi lemak biasa + mini chicken wings
why am i so happie ?simple and sweet ..^^
wut a nice and simple day~~so happie to meet up wit my good fren,FY, it was a short talk, but was really happie ..hehe!
met up wit my babe, we jus went to ask for my course and waited for the purchase of bank draft ^^ babe was really very cute..hehe!!i love to see his reaction when he was caught to be angry and speechless..hehe!!i like to see him when hez angry yet he stil have to take it cos he has no reason to angry me since im so cute smiling to him..hahahahahha!! "hand hand.." heheh..babe would alwis wanna hold my hand...not even give a chance for me to sms ..hehe!!MUACKZ..act i do hope to hold his hand and nv let go ..hoho
after all, we went for a lunch while waiting for the staff to be back to work from lunch, we were both starving for some time since we had no breakfast in the morning. thus, we decided to go for nasi lemak at kluang station..hehe!!happie cos i wasnt in the mood for fast food and finally babe made the decision..YAYYY!i need not to crack my head to think of wut to eat..HEHE!!we walked all the way from one world office tower to one u new wing kluang station, the calories burned was enough for us to consume a nice nasi lemak ^^ the place was crowded since it was the inception of lunch break..i ordered the food and it was such a mess... babe kept criticising that my BM is sucks and thereby causing mistakes from the waiter..>.< how could he not differentiate 'chicken wing' and 'chicken kuah'...@.@..heheh~~however,it wasnt the point of it, i was really happie and felt so sweet that babe did it !!i din expected him to treated me with such a caring and lovely heart..haha~~mayb it was the first time he did it, so i felt really sweet even it was jus a small case.it really made my day!thx for the chicken wings!!!!!!after that, we walked all the way back to the one world office tower. this time was a joke..hahahah!!
we've gone up to the CN floor and get back to the G and gone to another elevator and tried to get to lvl 1 but failed cos we nv gained permission from the security department as a visitor..hahaha!!it took us almost 15 mins jus to wait for the elevator and going up and down in it..hahah~~however, it was really fun cos both of us were doing such a funny silly things together..hehe~~i was relieved that babe was there for me otherwise i would have been panicking..^^
after getting my thing done, we went for shopping ..hehe!suddenly hez got a call frr his mom, i alwis feel bad and nervous when hez talking on the phone wit his mom cos i feel helpless to him and he have to bear everything even his mom shoot him or screw him. but i was surprised when he told his mom that he has saved up the money to go out.. he tried his best to save up money so that he could hang out wit me..babe is my consultant as well as my hanger and body guard to take care of my bag and properties..hahahah~~~but i realised that babe would say the similar word when i ask his opinion..haha~~ and he alwis says "not nice..the colour not nice..very sexy.."hahaha.. the point has finally spoken out.."very sexy"...hahahah!!SO CUTE~~somehow,he suggest me to wear the 'very sexy' clothes at home since he loves to see me wearing it jus in front of him..>.<
after all, we jus went out since my parents are fetching me..but i hope he could accompany me until they were here..hehe!!we went to buy herbal tea and babe bought me the herbal tea ^^~~~
i feel really happie that babe was so lovely to me..i feel relief that someone so sayang me ^^ i really hope that this would happen everyday between us ^^
picture of the day:
my very first time drinking sirap limau intro by babe ^^
wut a nice and simple day~~so happie to meet up wit my good fren,FY, it was a short talk, but was really happie ..hehe!
met up wit my babe, we jus went to ask for my course and waited for the purchase of bank draft ^^ babe was really very cute..hehe!!i love to see his reaction when he was caught to be angry and speechless..hehe!!i like to see him when hez angry yet he stil have to take it cos he has no reason to angry me since im so cute smiling to him..hahahahahha!! "hand hand.." heheh..babe would alwis wanna hold my hand...not even give a chance for me to sms ..hehe!!MUACKZ..act i do hope to hold his hand and nv let go ..hoho
after all, we went for a lunch while waiting for the staff to be back to work from lunch, we were both starving for some time since we had no breakfast in the morning. thus, we decided to go for nasi lemak at kluang station..hehe!!happie cos i wasnt in the mood for fast food and finally babe made the decision..YAYYY!i need not to crack my head to think of wut to eat..HEHE!!we walked all the way from one world office tower to one u new wing kluang station, the calories burned was enough for us to consume a nice nasi lemak ^^ the place was crowded since it was the inception of lunch break..i ordered the food and it was such a mess... babe kept criticising that my BM is sucks and thereby causing mistakes from the waiter..>.< how could he not differentiate 'chicken wing' and 'chicken kuah'...@.@..heheh~~however,it wasnt the point of it, i was really happie and felt so sweet that babe did it !!i din expected him to treated me with such a caring and lovely heart..haha~~mayb it was the first time he did it, so i felt really sweet even it was jus a small case.it really made my day!thx for the chicken wings!!!!!!after that, we walked all the way back to the one world office tower. this time was a joke..hahahah!!
we've gone up to the CN floor and get back to the G and gone to another elevator and tried to get to lvl 1 but failed cos we nv gained permission from the security department as a visitor..hahaha!!it took us almost 15 mins jus to wait for the elevator and going up and down in it..hahah~~however, it was really fun cos both of us were doing such a funny silly things together..hehe~~i was relieved that babe was there for me otherwise i would have been panicking..^^
after getting my thing done, we went for shopping ..hehe!suddenly hez got a call frr his mom, i alwis feel bad and nervous when hez talking on the phone wit his mom cos i feel helpless to him and he have to bear everything even his mom shoot him or screw him. but i was surprised when he told his mom that he has saved up the money to go out.. he tried his best to save up money so that he could hang out wit me..babe is my consultant as well as my hanger and body guard to take care of my bag and properties..hahahah~~~but i realised that babe would say the similar word when i ask his opinion..haha~~ and he alwis says "not nice..the colour not nice..very sexy.."hahaha.. the point has finally spoken out.."very sexy"...hahahah!!SO CUTE~~somehow,he suggest me to wear the 'very sexy' clothes at home since he loves to see me wearing it jus in front of him..>.<
after all, we jus went out since my parents are fetching me..but i hope he could accompany me until they were here..hehe!!we went to buy herbal tea and babe bought me the herbal tea ^^~~~
i feel really happie that babe was so lovely to me..i feel relief that someone so sayang me ^^ i really hope that this would happen everyday between us ^^
picture of the day:
my very first time drinking sirap limau intro by babe ^^
Thursday, January 07, 2010
untellable dilemma
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~
i was quite determined in the morning once i woke up ..i was so eager to read some news, articles, perhaps the newsletter, somehow when i started to read some news and some doc,it gave me a feeling that i have sooo much to cope up with since im so shallow in sense of my knowledge,my skills, my techniques, understandings...etc. i've started to worry bout my CIMA study dy, but i noe i must and should do well no matter wut, i must be optimistic !!
felt bore with the readings, started with FB again ...haha!!i realized that i could have hardly survive without facebook and perhaps the internet...haha!i was starving but tried to wait until noon time so that i could have lunch with babe if hez coming over..somehow,my feeling of hunger had started my gastric pain,thereby i went to get myself some linguine n bologneise sauce ^^..babe jus gave me a call in a sudden and said that he missed me and wan me..hehe!definitely i felt sweet..^^ i did hope to see him too,and was really happie when he decided to come over!!i missed the time to cook lunch for him, to wash his face and bath with him,and have 'facial session' wit him...hohohoo!!!
anyway, i was very happie when he said the pasta was good!!perhaps i feel happie when others claim it to be nice, but his compliment and recognition will be a significant support to me ^^...i slowly discover that my babe is a very cute and funny person.. he could make me laugh very easily..i love to have such a funny bf to make me laugh..CHICKEN NEHH!!hahaha!!at tat moment, i really hope that this guy could belong with me for the rest of my life ^^ i was really fearful that i might lose him..i dunno why when babe hugged me and kissed my forehead and said that he loves me..i jus teared off..i was very fearful of any bad changes that might happen between us...im very fearful and ignorance to changes,this is CSL..haha!!
after all, i jus sms him..haha!!somehow i feel myself very funny, when hez trying to promise me wutever that im asking for, i hardly take his words for it, but when he nv promise me and jus try to do it at his very best, it causes me an appalling insecurity..hahahaha!!i stil remembering wut my teacher had spoken to me last time,he told me that a good man would not simply promise the person that he loves becos he wouldnt wanna see her with tears if he fails to fulfil the promise..this is wut a real man is!however, he oso said that a real man would keep small promises becos promises keep man of bearing responsibility toward the person that he loves. i totally agree with this. babe seems to have been doing a job as part of a real man, he tot i would angry if he fails to hold on the promise..hahah!it aint the truth,disappointment instead of anger perhaps. somehow, having him to hold on the promise would give him certain level of pressure, but this is wut responsibility is..haha!
sigh..im so eager to have an acoustic guitar...whenever my frens ask me to tel my bf bout it.. my response would be..wut..hahah!wut i could do is jus smiling ^^ there are something that i dare not to say becos i dun hope to pressure him, i have fear now to tell out everything cos he might not forgive me if he angry me, sooner and later i dare not telling him wut i wan, i feel that im so alone to rely on myself for everything,i would feel guilty or having pressures to him even i've told him wut i wan and consequently having a bad time if i've overly demand..aiks..T.T.. i dunno how to say out sometimes..but i really dun hope wut i demand for would ruin our relationship...T_T..i hope to see babe's smile all the time.. i feel really happie and sweet whenever seeing babe to laugh and smile..im really happie when seeing babe happie and with his funny face..he alwis melts my heart when he laughs and smiles so naturally..when he was in anger wit his parents and the college,i really hope that i could be there for him, i hope that im the person that make him smile again, not his frens or wut...>.<...but when i saw him busy replying his frens and smiling on the webcam and i failed to make him smile even i've tried to..tat moment i was mad at myself to have failed..>.<
finally found someone to have und my feeling,hehe..SOOK YEE!!!we are really having the similar probs... i nv expected the similar things happened on her too.. but her case has gone so much further than mine..hehe!!finally i und her tiredness in her relationship.. i finally got the point that she decided to break up with jeremy and gone for joe..^^ however, i wouldnt wan this to happen to me and babe.. and i'l nv give up so easily ..
i was quite determined in the morning once i woke up ..i was so eager to read some news, articles, perhaps the newsletter, somehow when i started to read some news and some doc,it gave me a feeling that i have sooo much to cope up with since im so shallow in sense of my knowledge,my skills, my techniques, understandings...etc. i've started to worry bout my CIMA study dy, but i noe i must and should do well no matter wut, i must be optimistic !!
felt bore with the readings, started with FB again ...haha!!i realized that i could have hardly survive without facebook and perhaps the internet...haha!i was starving but tried to wait until noon time so that i could have lunch with babe if hez coming over..somehow,my feeling of hunger had started my gastric pain,thereby i went to get myself some linguine n bologneise sauce ^^..babe jus gave me a call in a sudden and said that he missed me and wan me..hehe!definitely i felt sweet..^^ i did hope to see him too,and was really happie when he decided to come over!!i missed the time to cook lunch for him, to wash his face and bath with him,and have 'facial session' wit him...hohohoo!!!
anyway, i was very happie when he said the pasta was good!!perhaps i feel happie when others claim it to be nice, but his compliment and recognition will be a significant support to me ^^...i slowly discover that my babe is a very cute and funny person.. he could make me laugh very easily..i love to have such a funny bf to make me laugh..CHICKEN NEHH!!hahaha!!at tat moment, i really hope that this guy could belong with me for the rest of my life ^^ i was really fearful that i might lose him..i dunno why when babe hugged me and kissed my forehead and said that he loves me..i jus teared off..i was very fearful of any bad changes that might happen between us...im very fearful and ignorance to changes,this is CSL..haha!!
after all, i jus sms him..haha!!somehow i feel myself very funny, when hez trying to promise me wutever that im asking for, i hardly take his words for it, but when he nv promise me and jus try to do it at his very best, it causes me an appalling insecurity..hahahaha!!i stil remembering wut my teacher had spoken to me last time,he told me that a good man would not simply promise the person that he loves becos he wouldnt wanna see her with tears if he fails to fulfil the promise..this is wut a real man is!however, he oso said that a real man would keep small promises becos promises keep man of bearing responsibility toward the person that he loves. i totally agree with this. babe seems to have been doing a job as part of a real man, he tot i would angry if he fails to hold on the promise..hahah!it aint the truth,disappointment instead of anger perhaps. somehow, having him to hold on the promise would give him certain level of pressure, but this is wut responsibility is..haha!
sigh..im so eager to have an acoustic guitar...whenever my frens ask me to tel my bf bout it.. my response would be..wut..hahah!wut i could do is jus smiling ^^ there are something that i dare not to say becos i dun hope to pressure him, i have fear now to tell out everything cos he might not forgive me if he angry me, sooner and later i dare not telling him wut i wan, i feel that im so alone to rely on myself for everything,i would feel guilty or having pressures to him even i've told him wut i wan and consequently having a bad time if i've overly demand..aiks..T.T.. i dunno how to say out sometimes..but i really dun hope wut i demand for would ruin our relationship...T_T..i hope to see babe's smile all the time.. i feel really happie and sweet whenever seeing babe to laugh and smile..im really happie when seeing babe happie and with his funny face..he alwis melts my heart when he laughs and smiles so naturally..when he was in anger wit his parents and the college,i really hope that i could be there for him, i hope that im the person that make him smile again, not his frens or wut...>.<...but when i saw him busy replying his frens and smiling on the webcam and i failed to make him smile even i've tried to..tat moment i was mad at myself to have failed..>.<
finally found someone to have und my feeling,hehe..SOOK YEE!!!we are really having the similar probs... i nv expected the similar things happened on her too.. but her case has gone so much further than mine..hehe!!finally i und her tiredness in her relationship.. i finally got the point that she decided to break up with jeremy and gone for joe..^^ however, i wouldnt wan this to happen to me and babe.. and i'l nv give up so easily ..
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
i wan an acoustic guitar !!
wake up early in morning..felt my soul got inspired somehow,feeling anticipating for my first ever CIMA class...AW!!
felt quite bore in the morning, so jus cleaned the house..as usual would online and search for some videos.the interest was there to search for some videos at youtube on acoustic covers, these ppl are talented and excellent, i believe they could do or done even much better than the existing stars. perhaps they were jus lack of opportunities in their lives that cause no fame til now, but i believe their improvement would bring success into their lives then. AZA AZA FIGHTING! suddenly felt interested in learning some make up skills, found some tutorial videos and i just followed wut they taught there...i felt quite happie that i was trying to improve myself ^^ the eye part was quite fine to me, as a normal person..haha!i hope i could do even better than ever !
after all, went for a house viewing session, the house is jus nice for a small family like us..but i felt somehow smaller as the one im staying now..however,it'l be good as long as itz comfy ^^ but the agent was a bit funny, why would he request for my permission to call my name, i prefer to be called as Ms Cheong..hahah!!
later, took LRT to attend my class.. was really excited!!!i hav 3 ex coursemates to study with me currently ..happie happie !!!
shout out of the day: I WAN AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR !!
felt quite bore in the morning, so jus cleaned the house..as usual would online and search for some videos.the interest was there to search for some videos at youtube on acoustic covers, these ppl are talented and excellent, i believe they could do or done even much better than the existing stars. perhaps they were jus lack of opportunities in their lives that cause no fame til now, but i believe their improvement would bring success into their lives then. AZA AZA FIGHTING! suddenly felt interested in learning some make up skills, found some tutorial videos and i just followed wut they taught there...i felt quite happie that i was trying to improve myself ^^ the eye part was quite fine to me, as a normal person..haha!i hope i could do even better than ever !
after all, went for a house viewing session, the house is jus nice for a small family like us..but i felt somehow smaller as the one im staying now..however,it'l be good as long as itz comfy ^^ but the agent was a bit funny, why would he request for my permission to call my name, i prefer to be called as Ms Cheong..hahah!!
later, took LRT to attend my class.. was really excited!!!i hav 3 ex coursemates to study with me currently ..happie happie !!!
shout out of the day: I WAN AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR !!
Sunday, January 03, 2010
i cried in the morning..
i sms babe cos today was his college day reopen..felt like giving him some supports and love ^^..but ended up felt sad when playing text with him..i dunno why, i jus tear when the moment i read his reply to me stated that he might not forgive me if i were to make him angry for another time.my mind was jus thinking that if i were to make him angry and not to be forgiven by him, then he might jus break up wit me..tat moment i jus cried out ..haha~~silly me, i was hugging my pillow while stil sleeping on my bed, do u think i could cont wit my dream and sleep?for sure not, then jus woke up and did some households, cleaned the floor, the bathroom and toilet..went to bath and even cried in the bathroom..not until we cont to text each other after my bath..somehow felt better, perhaps i had figured out something ..haha ~~wut a flexible person i am ..kaka!!
i am very happie that hez coming to my place since we've been not seeing each other for like almost 4 days..hehe!!i decided to make him french toast...HK style french toast..this would be my very first time of making it and i noe my babe likes french toast ^^..this makes me even desperate to learn and hope could make a nice one for babe ^^...i hope it could be a very nice and sweet one, though it looks somewhat a bit fail..haha!!but i've tried my best...and i'l nv give up to improve cos babe likes french toast ^^muackz!
salmon spread with cheese and butter ^^ peanut choco butter with honey and condensed milk
i sms babe cos today was his college day reopen..felt like giving him some supports and love ^^..but ended up felt sad when playing text with him..i dunno why, i jus tear when the moment i read his reply to me stated that he might not forgive me if i were to make him angry for another time.my mind was jus thinking that if i were to make him angry and not to be forgiven by him, then he might jus break up wit me..tat moment i jus cried out ..haha~~silly me, i was hugging my pillow while stil sleeping on my bed, do u think i could cont wit my dream and sleep?for sure not, then jus woke up and did some households, cleaned the floor, the bathroom and toilet..went to bath and even cried in the bathroom..not until we cont to text each other after my bath..somehow felt better, perhaps i had figured out something ..haha ~~wut a flexible person i am ..kaka!!
i am very happie that hez coming to my place since we've been not seeing each other for like almost 4 days..hehe!!i decided to make him french toast...HK style french toast..this would be my very first time of making it and i noe my babe likes french toast ^^..this makes me even desperate to learn and hope could make a nice one for babe ^^...i hope it could be a very nice and sweet one, though it looks somewhat a bit fail..haha!!but i've tried my best...and i'l nv give up to improve cos babe likes french toast ^^muackz!
salmon spread with cheese and butter ^^ peanut choco butter with honey and condensed milk
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