happie birthday to Ms Vicky!

lotz to blog...gotta take my time..

my parents brought to have breakfast,and i told my dad that my class starts at 10 before that.who noes when i was jus finished my breakfast n jus to get into the car,my msg tone beeped...fengyun asked me didnt i noe there is a class now!OH NO!seriously i dinnolo!i was kinda nervous but wutz the point rite..cos i was at sri petaling,it takes me bout 30 mins to get back to coll!anyway,i was stil considered early since i reached coll at 9.45,if my class starts at 10la..kakka!anyway,costing...i thought i could cope up with it easily...and the fact is true!kakak..sounds arrogant!?i discovered that yuen likes to play a fool with me or joke with me now!hmmm..he alwis saying n doing the opposite of me!itz soooo obvious!sometimes, i dun even noe that im being angry with him...but stil laughing like hell..kakka!hez funnyla...but he got sick..poor dude!my mind wasnt in the classroom cos i found myself dreaming..kakk!not with tt...but a korean actor..kakka!i've got crazy bout him!
anyway,after that we had lunch togather..and revised later!lok n that gang was praticing a scatch for a wedding night specially dedicated to their lect-Mr Eddie!the story is bout the couple!!n i think this is so sweet cos the groom is preparing this surprise for the bride!OH NO!such a sweet guy!i dreamed for a moment when seeing them practised!i wonder how would i wan my ideal wedding night to be huh!?playing a song written by him n singing it with a guitar!?i hope he'l be a romantic personlol!!wait,i dun even have a bf now...kakak!evert was dancing so smoothly where he was demostrating the female part to a gal...so gentle!kkakak!n lok sounds funny when they were trying to be the aid to sem!after fengyun went off,we went for dinner.hmmm...had a short conversation with them before goin home to have a bath!

i was late to the church...everyone was sitting on the floor,n this is the first time for me to join their REAL events!eugene jus got me a place...n this part was act to share ya thoughts,feelings,activities that are happening recently in life.well,im stil not willing to share..then i jus told them im stressful from my preparation for the exams.after then they prayed for us,for the preparations of X'mas,the exams,health...n we received blessings from them!then there was a scatch prepared by some members as an opening and oso for us to laugh after a whole day of tiring and stressful work!then began to sing some workship songs!i was truely shocked here!cos wan theng,fengyun ,chunlee, and me are not christians, but we til enjoyed the songs since there was a live band there..so we jus sang!but wut i saw was different.....i looked around..lok,nadicson and some of them were so 'near' to GOD!they seemed to have closely connected to GOD!i was speechless when i turned my head to look at simon!!he seemed to have give himself to GOD!i was taken aback wit him!however,my concerntration was on bryan!hez the elect guitarist here,jus reminds me of tt!anyway,he plays well!bible time!perhaps i was new,so therez much thing which i dunno!but we jus sat togather,i din really listen to wut he said in front...so when he pray for us...or giving blessings to us..i felt kinda guilty!cos i din do anything for them...yet they stil pray for us!somehow,i jus asked GOD to forgive me for not being as a follower to HIM,i jus asked for forgiveness for everything that i've done...at the same while they were praying!u must have inquiring why did i go since i nv join REAL all the while...wel,the main point here was Ms Vicky!!i go there for the celebration of her birthday!and oso not forgotten to eat the cake!kakkak!everything seemed to be nice...n she likes our present too!itz act a photo frame where she can put 10 pics at the same time!i did insert all our photos taken togather with her!
chat n laugh....play!tatz all for the day!

perhaps im not used to attending events or activities like this...perhaps im not a socialable person...perhaps i not religious enough..perhaps im not respectful enough...perhaps im not open minded enough...i believe therez a GOD with us all the time...

another thing was...i discovered that bro fall into LT!i was kinda geram at first..not that jealousy has arose...itz jus that sem is putting much effort onto her...n now hez doin something...wel,u noe i have no rights in talking bout it..perhaps they'l jus compete..but i'l stand at semz side for this time!cos when i saw the way he talked to her,hmmm,sounds a little kinda fake!i dun mean hez fake or pretending..but jus not the ordinary one!whereas sem is jus being shy...

my ring!

yea!!!finally i got it back here...

tell u wut?tat day i was so frustrated wit the prob to log in here...i needed so much to blog out..but then i couldnt log in..so i intended to blog at friendster..however, blogger.com is more preferable...cos i hardly pour out everything there....especially secrets..kaka!so letz continue here...

recently im watching two korean series..im so crazy with them!'My Girl' and 'Wedding'..wel,i watched My girl before but since my sis bought it for me...then i jus watch in the car....while channel 18 is broadcasting 'wedding'...hmmm!!im so so so into both actors in both series!OH NO!there are awesome!!!my type!!kakkaka!though not super duper handsome..but i really love them!
yaya...i went to Ikeano power centre today...and something happened makes me feel sad!i lost a ring!!!!!!!!OH NO!my frens gave it to me when my birthday...itz act two rings and can be combine into one....i spilted into two n wore them on different fingers!who noes!!sad!they bought it since based on my starscope!im soooo sad!!!!how could it be!?i searched for a while..but really have no idea where did i lost it!!i realised when i was queing up at the cashier!OH NO!how could i be sooo slow!??haih!!can i have it back!!!????sad!itz not bout the price,....itz meaningful in the sense!shitla!i wonder where can i get the same thing!!!!!!but itz meanigless!!!!!!

wouldnt it be surprising to continue after a long time?supposingly i would be excited to share with u guys bout my experience bout the D&D..anyway, somethings and someone makes me dun feel like bloggin out, or even thought of collapsing this blog as well!anyhow,i wont cos this blog is meaningful to me!i really hope to remain this..
anyway,many things happening continuously,firstly i got my D&D,unexpectably that we stil get together and have fun though the performance had over...but the friendship is stil there...somehow, i jus dun feel like joining YA,perhaps im not their kind!as in im not as socialable as them..i do enjoy goin out or yum cha with them..but not those events!letz talk bout last week,someone called me up n intended to say nothing!who could it be?the first person i thought was him-kah hou!nonetheless, i jus couldnt give it a dare to make the second call!itz pointless if he jus answer me reluctantly!i dun wanna him to talk to me like how he used to be previously!itz pain!i cried almost half of the day..serious!i couldnt control myself!i was trying my best to stop crying,but the tears jus dripped off so naturally...my mind was filled with the memories we used to be together,we used to have fun...wel,everything has over!
this monday,i went to red box to celebrate semz birthday!i tot it would be dam dam dam boring at first cos we dinno each other well!i was so not in the mood in the morning cos cws not done yet...stil gotta have fun with them!but i was kinda shocked when feng yun had got into fire...she was soo angry since the guys were not punctual...but how could she angry the birthday boy?i jus think that itz not rite to spoilt everyonez mood...though she thinks that the guys are to be blamed!shouldnt celebration be happie!?anyway,thanks lokie cos he was trying to let me to sing with evart!kakak!my face gone red like a tomato k!anyway,he has a nice vocal!hez jus awesome..talented,brilliant,.....such a nice guy!wutz less than blowing off 19 candles and giving the gifts during celebration...i got sooo fed up with this...since the same thing happened last monday at red box but that was sunway pyramid...n this was the curve!i felt sooo dam sien!why cant the celebration be kinda outstanding!?perhaps this is the culture of celebrating birthday among the coll students!and some kinda birthday celebration is gonna take place the day after tomoro!wut can i do?how can i reject!?can i jus go there n sit...can i jus talk nothing cos i have nothing to say excluding happy birthday!i miss the harmony,i miss sitting down chatting with my dears,i miss jaming,i miss chattin in the blues,under the stars and moon,with a glass of wine in the hand...laying on the huge n soft pillow,talking heart to heart,with laughters and tears,i jus missing it!somehow, i jus dun like to have a big gang cos there would have no chance to share the inner feelings!or u may jus say..couple!but sometimes not necessary to be that stage,perhaps a fren is enough!suddenly i jus feel that those celebrations would jus blow my mind off!i cant be celebrating like them..isnt it important to see the numbers of ppl coming to celebrate with u!?isnt it the greater the better!?buying cake?having a birthday song?isnt it the normal thing that we usually do?can it be something extraordinary!?gift....the valuable one will alwis be the best!?i think a hug n greeting would jus simply melt off!something which is meaningful...a poem on a card?a song written by yourself?why do ppl alwis evaluate the price of the gift!?isnt it priceless?!

before.....

finally the night has spotted out our hard work...

the annual dinner and dance had jus over ytd night...finally got some time to have a good rest!we were really tired since rushing here and there through out the whole day long..morning class till break, fengyun and me went off the class n joined them to prepare our hairstyle..though itz not as nice as the loreal one..at least we dun have to crack our mind for the hairstyle!after that eugene fetched me back to coll and i did accompanied my gang to have lunch but i couldnt since i passed my wallet to fengyun!later, i went to the library to search for the law reference books...and went home to bring the keyboard to eastin hotel!by 2.30,we were there for the practice and everything till the night!i was feeling kinda bored in the morning where i act sms my dear!how could it be cos itz the day where we're gonna show our master piece...our smiles...and everything!i tried to relax my emotions n things seemed going fine!after getting the rooms, we went up n had a rest...played poker cards..nice!after that,we did went down and had a short practice section again...but this time i felt really really pissed n bored cos the Djs had jus reached the hotel n doing the settings...we couldnt do anything...but edwart was busy with the slides...kakka!sounds funny man!but we did find something to do..playing with the flowers,candles,singing,dancing,laughin around...but Ms vicky seemed nervous but we were jus fooling around!itz almost 5.30 and we act had an hour time for us to bath and set up everything for the D&D!!back to the room,everyone was rushing...bathing,make ups,dress...kakakka!anyway, it was real fun!putting on mascara,eyeliner,eyeshadows,lips,glitters,perfume,etc!but the gals were kinda late...n the guys din wait for us!we went down by 7.30..but the dinner began at 8.05..so it didnt matter to be late!the guys were normal,but necdecson was kinda 'cool'..i think he must had invested a large sum of money into that!btw,simon n edwart were jus simple and nice!

to be continued....i hope to upload some pics here!