sometimes,i think that im rechargable!
i read the posts which i'd posted it during the end of last year,and the beginning of this year..i felt funny with it!why did i take things so seriously?'i couldn't see tt'...n i even felt like crying...hahaha!!how silly!for this moment,i think i've let go...somehow,tt would stil be kept in my mind as a person which tends to be the ideal n perfect that i ever met in life so far!while the rest jus keep in 'frens item'....
somehow,im not sure to tell u that i've actually recovered from the previous case,which i bumped into a guy who is homosexual.wel,im act helping his partner,D to overcome their prob,where we planned to 'attack' him!!when our plan tends to reach our goal,im feeling really happie with it!!!i kept asking myself why do i feel this way?wouldn't it be funny or perculiar?how could it be?i am now really closed with D!not to get info from him...but we both enjoy being closed frens,bro n sis....or u may even say SOS!hahahaha!!we have the similar interests,opinions,tastes.....etc...thatz why ended up loving the same person in life!hahahahhaa.....recently i realised that we both have undefinite topics...we chat online...and meet up at coll to have lunch,breaks...and chat all the way to coll or to the restaurants...even on the phone!!!we can chat non-stop whenever meet up!!!we are even closer than couples....and yet we are not!!!!thatz the best thing of all!!perhaps he talks much to me than to his partner......and most probably i'l be proud if he jealous bout both of us.....kakakakaka!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Monday, June 26, 2006
where is the love!?
thanks km for reminding me bout that...haha!!perhaps im having that prob...hahahah!
the battle is jus beginning,i have my courseworks going,sooner or later i'll be having my sem2 exams...gotta revise!!life seems to be busy,but sometimes it tends to be boring...since the daily routines are almost similar,nothing exciting is going on!
furthermore,im really free at this moment!no worries bout gettin involved in any of them,jus having fun with my gangs..sometimes,it appears to me naturally that is relationship a must in life!?of itz jus a 'dessert',where not every one needs it?perhaps love happens everywhere,but not necessarily to be in a relationship...perhaps i can love someone without him knowing.....perhaps a guy and a gal can love one and another without being togather as a couple......anyhow,love exists no matter how!i love my family!i love my frens!i love my idols!i love my music!i love my cars!!!hahahahahahah....and much more~
i love u guys out there!!!
~chiccacao~
the battle is jus beginning,i have my courseworks going,sooner or later i'll be having my sem2 exams...gotta revise!!life seems to be busy,but sometimes it tends to be boring...since the daily routines are almost similar,nothing exciting is going on!
furthermore,im really free at this moment!no worries bout gettin involved in any of them,jus having fun with my gangs..sometimes,it appears to me naturally that is relationship a must in life!?of itz jus a 'dessert',where not every one needs it?perhaps love happens everywhere,but not necessarily to be in a relationship...perhaps i can love someone without him knowing.....perhaps a guy and a gal can love one and another without being togather as a couple......anyhow,love exists no matter how!i love my family!i love my frens!i love my idols!i love my music!i love my cars!!!hahahahahahah....and much more~
i love u guys out there!!!
~chiccacao~
Thursday, June 22, 2006
once in a blue mood
finally i got the idea of the topic to mention here...
act i'd typed a really post jus now,i dinno wut happened n deleted everything..sobsob!anyway,i tend to type a new one since i really need a medium to express my feelings!
suddenly im feeling so down ,i mean i have lost my mood in doing things..i dun feel like goin to classes or lessons,i dun feel like meeting up frens,i dun even feel like talking at this moment!i felt sorry to them but i feel this...something must have wrong with me!wut makes me like this!?me myself dun even noe the answer!i dun hope to be so emotional but i jus cant control myself from being like this,i was in a good mood this morning,n was bored by the gal who she cant play well,which made me really mad at her,how could she do this to the keyboard?i really cant stand her!in fact,he might be the incoming factor!!i passed by the doorway,was saying a 'hi' to him since we used to played in an esemble...how could he do this to me!?not even a reply of 'hi'..i was really disappointed with it...i was kinda surprised to see him today n tend to say hello..wel,i really treated him as a frens of mine!haih....
to all of u out there,i can say that i like no one,i love no one from now on...but i love gong yoo!!!haha...please not to smack me,gong yoo is an actor from korea,which mean hez my idol!!!i mean i dun wanna get involved in anything!!itz so tirdous!i dun like it!!n i think i got really let go...when the moment they did something that hurts me deeply,which i cant accept,n i'l jus get rid with it!let all this be part of my memory...to be kept in mind!
recently i've discovered something bout the ppl around me..we are so different..i mean i would love to live with variety of cultures,religions,races,lifestyles...etc..but sometimes itz hard for me to adopt to it!in fact,i think they cant do it too!itz jus too away though itz jus as a fren!i therefore choose to respect n get used to it...but wut i get is the completely opposite of it!i know i shudn't have criticise bout otherz opinions or tastes,at least i accept n respect!!i think they might be thinking the same thing as wut am i thinking rite now!not telling the truth though,i think it might be better to have a limit in telling the very true from heart!ppl might not love to listen to the truth since usually it hurts!sometimes,i really disagreee with their opinions,wut i'l do is jus listen to them,n a different set of opinion is running in my head!i dun tend to say ot out since no one would act agreee with me!furthermore,i really hate explaining!!i love to do things without reasons!!somehow,explaning may creates more lies...i really dislike explaining...me myself would now better wut am i doing..sometimes,ppl around me would ask me why am i doing such thing?i would like to give them a smile,which i think is the greatest answer of all!!n this makes me unable to achive flying colours in my exams!i noe some of them got annoyed with my behaviours,but this is my personalities,itz hardly to change!!
thanks for spending ya precious time of reading this..
i really appreciate.....all the best in life!
act i'd typed a really post jus now,i dinno wut happened n deleted everything..sobsob!anyway,i tend to type a new one since i really need a medium to express my feelings!
suddenly im feeling so down ,i mean i have lost my mood in doing things..i dun feel like goin to classes or lessons,i dun feel like meeting up frens,i dun even feel like talking at this moment!i felt sorry to them but i feel this...something must have wrong with me!wut makes me like this!?me myself dun even noe the answer!i dun hope to be so emotional but i jus cant control myself from being like this,i was in a good mood this morning,n was bored by the gal who she cant play well,which made me really mad at her,how could she do this to the keyboard?i really cant stand her!in fact,he might be the incoming factor!!i passed by the doorway,was saying a 'hi' to him since we used to played in an esemble...how could he do this to me!?not even a reply of 'hi'..i was really disappointed with it...i was kinda surprised to see him today n tend to say hello..wel,i really treated him as a frens of mine!haih....
to all of u out there,i can say that i like no one,i love no one from now on...but i love gong yoo!!!haha...please not to smack me,gong yoo is an actor from korea,which mean hez my idol!!!i mean i dun wanna get involved in anything!!itz so tirdous!i dun like it!!n i think i got really let go...when the moment they did something that hurts me deeply,which i cant accept,n i'l jus get rid with it!let all this be part of my memory...to be kept in mind!
recently i've discovered something bout the ppl around me..we are so different..i mean i would love to live with variety of cultures,religions,races,lifestyles...etc..but sometimes itz hard for me to adopt to it!in fact,i think they cant do it too!itz jus too away though itz jus as a fren!i therefore choose to respect n get used to it...but wut i get is the completely opposite of it!i know i shudn't have criticise bout otherz opinions or tastes,at least i accept n respect!!i think they might be thinking the same thing as wut am i thinking rite now!not telling the truth though,i think it might be better to have a limit in telling the very true from heart!ppl might not love to listen to the truth since usually it hurts!sometimes,i really disagreee with their opinions,wut i'l do is jus listen to them,n a different set of opinion is running in my head!i dun tend to say ot out since no one would act agreee with me!furthermore,i really hate explaining!!i love to do things without reasons!!somehow,explaning may creates more lies...i really dislike explaining...me myself would now better wut am i doing..sometimes,ppl around me would ask me why am i doing such thing?i would like to give them a smile,which i think is the greatest answer of all!!n this makes me unable to achive flying colours in my exams!i noe some of them got annoyed with my behaviours,but this is my personalities,itz hardly to change!!
thanks for spending ya precious time of reading this..
i really appreciate.....all the best in life!
Friday, June 09, 2006
finally i got it!!!thankz to fengyun!!!
i wasnt in a good mood when i couldn't find it at Tower Records yesterday...sad case!but my fren called me up n asked whether to buy it since she'd found in the night market...haha!!of cos the answer would be 'yes' rite?i couldn't sleep that night cos i cant wait to watch it!!i cant wait to share it with my frens!!hahahahah!!!!
Monday, June 05, 2006
brand new day!
hihi!!long time never blog out bout my life...
first day of my new sem....supposingly i should have be studying sem3 if i tend to skip to sem 2 at the very beginning...or perhaps i might be doing my second year of my degree course if i didn't enrol LCCI!!anyhow,i have no regrets so far in doing all this courses since i have met the nice ppl!i love them much...where i gotta met up different types of ppl...sometimes,i think that we begin to enter the society during the carrier life..somehow,we have already enter the society since very young,perhaps during primary school,or high school...but i think college life is just so differ!perhaps my boundary has never been widen last time...i discovered many new things now,the reality of the society,the variety of it...etc..however,im getting kinda perculiar with all the 'new things' around!not to say curious,but just weird and strange!wel,i know i shouldn't have bother bout it...im trying my best to do 'myself'..i dun hope to be influenced by others..i wanna have my personality,i wanna have my style!
back to my first day,i was kinda lazy early in the morning since my class starts at 9am till 1pm...kinda excited since long time have not met up with my gang,i miss all of them- patrick,rongkai,feng yun,eric,ayuen,jerry,liangbin,tim,andrew....and lots more..don't u realise that most of my frens are chinese?!hahah..
i was kinda late cos i felt really lazy to get myself ready to coll!i have used to the days where have no assignments to be done,no notes around me,only all the vcds and dvds with me,my guitar and keyboard with me...and oso the pc!!!wel,i saw all my frens were chatting down there...bout the schedule!!sucks man!!!how could the admin staff just told us the arrangement on the day itself!?how could it be?"FA1 begins at 9 to 11 and POM starts at 4 to 6..."...hey man,are u kidding!?that should be crazy huh!i din bother bout it n just walked to the classroom and met up with my gang!!many of them just cut their hair!!!!!!i wan too!!!i must dye my hair soon!!!i dun care!anyway,nice hairstyles ,guys!we had lesson with Mr Sugu!!i have heard of him many times but there are no chance for me to approach him!!wel,i just love him so much ..as in as my lecturer!!hez awesome!!such a sporting man he is...or u may say hez luvly...hahaha!the conclusion is i love this lect!!!!how i wish that hez gonna teach me for the rest of the FA..2,3,4,5,6..........the next lesson was POM(principal of marketing)i thought this should be an interesting sub where theory inccurs!!!somehow,this is really nice n attractive if only the lecturer is nice too!in this case,i cant find him interesting in teaching this sub!i dun hate him..but he just sounds perculiar!the way he speaks,the way he acts,the way he gives examples with all his actions...u may find him hilarious..for me,hez a perculiar man!however,i have to accept it since hez the only one teaching this sub!wel,nothing much serious,just have to meet him for around 7 weeks rite!?
first day of my new sem....supposingly i should have be studying sem3 if i tend to skip to sem 2 at the very beginning...or perhaps i might be doing my second year of my degree course if i didn't enrol LCCI!!anyhow,i have no regrets so far in doing all this courses since i have met the nice ppl!i love them much...where i gotta met up different types of ppl...sometimes,i think that we begin to enter the society during the carrier life..somehow,we have already enter the society since very young,perhaps during primary school,or high school...but i think college life is just so differ!perhaps my boundary has never been widen last time...i discovered many new things now,the reality of the society,the variety of it...etc..however,im getting kinda perculiar with all the 'new things' around!not to say curious,but just weird and strange!wel,i know i shouldn't have bother bout it...im trying my best to do 'myself'..i dun hope to be influenced by others..i wanna have my personality,i wanna have my style!
back to my first day,i was kinda lazy early in the morning since my class starts at 9am till 1pm...kinda excited since long time have not met up with my gang,i miss all of them- patrick,rongkai,feng yun,eric,ayuen,jerry,liangbin,tim,andrew....and lots more..don't u realise that most of my frens are chinese?!hahah..
i was kinda late cos i felt really lazy to get myself ready to coll!i have used to the days where have no assignments to be done,no notes around me,only all the vcds and dvds with me,my guitar and keyboard with me...and oso the pc!!!wel,i saw all my frens were chatting down there...bout the schedule!!sucks man!!!how could the admin staff just told us the arrangement on the day itself!?how could it be?"FA1 begins at 9 to 11 and POM starts at 4 to 6..."...hey man,are u kidding!?that should be crazy huh!i din bother bout it n just walked to the classroom and met up with my gang!!many of them just cut their hair!!!!!!i wan too!!!i must dye my hair soon!!!i dun care!anyway,nice hairstyles ,guys!we had lesson with Mr Sugu!!i have heard of him many times but there are no chance for me to approach him!!wel,i just love him so much ..as in as my lecturer!!hez awesome!!such a sporting man he is...or u may say hez luvly...hahaha!the conclusion is i love this lect!!!!how i wish that hez gonna teach me for the rest of the FA..2,3,4,5,6..........the next lesson was POM(principal of marketing)i thought this should be an interesting sub where theory inccurs!!!somehow,this is really nice n attractive if only the lecturer is nice too!in this case,i cant find him interesting in teaching this sub!i dun hate him..but he just sounds perculiar!the way he speaks,the way he acts,the way he gives examples with all his actions...u may find him hilarious..for me,hez a perculiar man!however,i have to accept it since hez the only one teaching this sub!wel,nothing much serious,just have to meet him for around 7 weeks rite!?
Sunday, June 04, 2006
don't u think hez cute!!??don't u think hez adorable??!!
don't u think hez awesome!!??
don't u think hez good looking??!!
don't u think hez young and hot!!??....etc
no matter wut u think bout him...i just like him so much !!!!!!!!!i love u gong yoo..hahahaha!!sarangeul!!!(i hope i spell it out correctly)
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