wednesday is the best day for me coz i can see the one that i like..not the one,should be those that i like!i mean i really admire the way they take music in their,they are in pro everything..keyboard,electric guitar,piano,organ..etc!
edd is a very chun guy if u dunno him well.hez always with his polo T on no matter wut happen.i just never seen him with other T before for almost half a year!anyway,polo T just simply suits him!as for a guy,wut would u do if someone says that u r not cool enough or some one else is even cooler ?!?!?!?let me tell u the answer:
he'l just play the piano n the guitar in front of u so to prove that hez the coolest of all!frankly ie really like the way he plays the piano!i was taken aback that he plays quite well.that guitar is soooooooo chun!most probably would be an expensive- up-to trend acoustic guitar,i bet it should be his guitar...showing off huh!
somehow,i just feel that my 'uncle' is even better!!seriously!!!!!he just dressed so formal yesterday that makes me feel kinda weird! man in brown with tone,and the body smell was kinda strong...
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
wow-wow day!
i din attend class today coz my parents requested to have a 'day trip' with me!dun u think they are perculiar?most of the parents would not ask their children to skip class or lessons just to shop with them..but this happend in my family.
we just went to make our MyKads in the morning.i was taken aback when they were almost 100 over people sitting there or standing to wait for their numbers to be called out!even that happened,yet they were soooooooo many chun guys that made my day fly..haha!i never exspected they were numbers of them,coming in n out,walking in front of my eyes,seeking for seats,talking on phones...etc.
1. dressed in green coloured polo-T..true polo-T,with a khakis long pant,an oakley spectacle with a very clean-without-pimples-looking!
2. looks like some kinda foreigner,with a tug in black-color working shirt,khakis pant with a nice black-leather belt around his waist!thatz really chun for a man who is age around 30!!
3. grey coloured color-T with oso a khakis pant.but this young man is soooooooo clean n fair that reminds me of my sis!pimples and blemishes just cant survive on his face,not even one!i could easily remember him coz his number was 394 n mine was 396 which at counter 4 counter 2 respectively.i saw him when i turned my head to right...haha!and again when we went down to the ground floor..haha!so fainted rite?haha!
4. malay guy that came down from a toyota estima n accompanied with his driver.hez soo well looking eventhough not manly,dressed with a brown t top with a peggy long denim pant that makes him looks like my age.perhaps hez just at my age!hey dude,i know that u are wealthy but just go and get the ticket n wait for ya number..bleah!
5. malay man around 30 who accompanied his wife that sat just a seat away from me.i know that itz bad to look or talk bout someone's hubby,but hez considered a chun man!white T top with a brown jacket outside,long denim pant really suits men who is spectacled n with sideburns!
6. a laptop n a palm phone would be the trend for the working men.i bet this man is a carreer man where he was just so busy with his phone on!spectacled n grey-colour-working shirt really makes him looks pro!passing a few times in front of me really makes me attracted to him!
7. some where around 30,with a white top(british india style) and a long denim pant which really fits his body shape!he looks manly in that,or u may say sexy for a man..haha!
all of them were wearing nice watches,using nice hp..and i just wonder what would be the main for guys when they just step out from they room!?
1. accessories
2. dressings
3. face
4. body
5. attitudes
i just feel that everyone has their personalities that makes themselves shines on front of others no matter wut they choose!
we just went to make our MyKads in the morning.i was taken aback when they were almost 100 over people sitting there or standing to wait for their numbers to be called out!even that happened,yet they were soooooooo many chun guys that made my day fly..haha!i never exspected they were numbers of them,coming in n out,walking in front of my eyes,seeking for seats,talking on phones...etc.
1. dressed in green coloured polo-T..true polo-T,with a khakis long pant,an oakley spectacle with a very clean-without-pimples-looking!
2. looks like some kinda foreigner,with a tug in black-color working shirt,khakis pant with a nice black-leather belt around his waist!thatz really chun for a man who is age around 30!!
3. grey coloured color-T with oso a khakis pant.but this young man is soooooooo clean n fair that reminds me of my sis!pimples and blemishes just cant survive on his face,not even one!i could easily remember him coz his number was 394 n mine was 396 which at counter 4 counter 2 respectively.i saw him when i turned my head to right...haha!and again when we went down to the ground floor..haha!so fainted rite?haha!
4. malay guy that came down from a toyota estima n accompanied with his driver.hez soo well looking eventhough not manly,dressed with a brown t top with a peggy long denim pant that makes him looks like my age.perhaps hez just at my age!hey dude,i know that u are wealthy but just go and get the ticket n wait for ya number..bleah!
5. malay man around 30 who accompanied his wife that sat just a seat away from me.i know that itz bad to look or talk bout someone's hubby,but hez considered a chun man!white T top with a brown jacket outside,long denim pant really suits men who is spectacled n with sideburns!
6. a laptop n a palm phone would be the trend for the working men.i bet this man is a carreer man where he was just so busy with his phone on!spectacled n grey-colour-working shirt really makes him looks pro!passing a few times in front of me really makes me attracted to him!
7. some where around 30,with a white top(british india style) and a long denim pant which really fits his body shape!he looks manly in that,or u may say sexy for a man..haha!
all of them were wearing nice watches,using nice hp..and i just wonder what would be the main for guys when they just step out from they room!?
1. accessories
2. dressings
3. face
4. body
5. attitudes
i just feel that everyone has their personalities that makes themselves shines on front of others no matter wut they choose!
nonsense!
well,i act have many things to talk bout,but just running out of ideas how to compose them.recently,i found myself in trouble,i mean kinda lost with something!i dunno who i like,but i like many people,which is the one that i act luv??haha..that sounds kinda serious rite?!i used to luv matty so much but i just feel different when i attach to him.i had been always hoped to approach him previously but i just feel weird when i really got that chance to do that!
sometimes i just feel my life is so funny to me!i appreaciate the way they feel bout me,the way they treat me,the love,the friendship...and so on.but the age is the prob!some are too young n oso the old one just dun suit me!boys are like a 'didi' for me,they are stil a kid to me,but sometimes they are kinda cute n i really want them to be my little bro!however i just cant accept a little bro as my partner in my life at this moment!perhaps i might have change my perspective of thinking in maybe a minute later..haha!i have always been seeking men who are kinda mature,white coller men,not becoz they are finacially stable,driving luxury car,dressing in branded clothes..n so on...but i just like the way they are!i like how they behave,their body smell,the way they treat those around them,the way they think...i mean they are kinda open-minded..haha!when i really have the chance to approach to this people,just feel that they are really amazing compared to my male frens since most of my gangs are just guys.no matter they are single or 'double',they just care bout others.perhaps their age that makes them act fatherly to gals like me!sooner or later,i feel that they are kinda serious in relationship!they juts think of marriage whenever they have a gf!thatz sooo scary!they reach the stage of not taking risks in relationship!is marriage a guarantee in life!?
sometimes i just feel my life is so funny to me!i appreaciate the way they feel bout me,the way they treat me,the love,the friendship...and so on.but the age is the prob!some are too young n oso the old one just dun suit me!boys are like a 'didi' for me,they are stil a kid to me,but sometimes they are kinda cute n i really want them to be my little bro!however i just cant accept a little bro as my partner in my life at this moment!perhaps i might have change my perspective of thinking in maybe a minute later..haha!i have always been seeking men who are kinda mature,white coller men,not becoz they are finacially stable,driving luxury car,dressing in branded clothes..n so on...but i just like the way they are!i like how they behave,their body smell,the way they treat those around them,the way they think...i mean they are kinda open-minded..haha!when i really have the chance to approach to this people,just feel that they are really amazing compared to my male frens since most of my gangs are just guys.no matter they are single or 'double',they just care bout others.perhaps their age that makes them act fatherly to gals like me!sooner or later,i feel that they are kinda serious in relationship!they juts think of marriage whenever they have a gf!thatz sooo scary!they reach the stage of not taking risks in relationship!is marriage a guarantee in life!?
Sunday, October 23, 2005
the one?
wut so special bout this man?why do i admire him so?me myself dun even know bout that clearly,but the feelings are there.well,i know itz kinda impossible coz hez married,and i admire him as a big brother,not more than that coz hez not the right one for me!however,he just has those features:left-hander,with those silver accessories,smooth n warm-feeling big hands,always in jeans,short hair..haha!i was kinda impressed by the way he writes,itz 'coming in'!i have always been attracted to left-hander guys!i just feel that they are very special,weird rite?but thatz how i feel bout them.
i felt nice n comfortable to discuss with him..i feel that we just have the chemistry between us!seriously!!!!!!!hez like a 'sifu' to me!i was sooo dam happy when he said 'that song is nice,i like it...' wow!!!!!i was really dam happy,just felt like flying high up to the sky!how bout the effects?are u gonna do it for me?hahahahaha!he like people to 'merajuk' him,and this is what i always do to him!am i bad?but he just like people doing that to him,especially gals!
something just flashed in my memory that makes myself feels stupid!i just did the same thing to the boys..haha!would u get ya face red if a guy touches ya hand (as a gal)?well,usually this would not happened to me coz i always attach to guys in my high school life...but this thing happened to me when he did that to me!my heart was like 'dum..dum..dum' in a tempo of 120!my face had gone red!i was sooo shy at that time!i had never felt in such a way before until that incident happened!of coz this was nothing to him..but that was the very first time i began my feelings!recently i did the same thing the those boys,they are too young for me,but i just feel that they are tooo shy and i just wanna be like their sister,the same thing just happened to them when i attached them!i just wanna teach u boys to use pitch bend k!nothing much!
i felt nice n comfortable to discuss with him..i feel that we just have the chemistry between us!seriously!!!!!!!hez like a 'sifu' to me!i was sooo dam happy when he said 'that song is nice,i like it...' wow!!!!!i was really dam happy,just felt like flying high up to the sky!how bout the effects?are u gonna do it for me?hahahahaha!he like people to 'merajuk' him,and this is what i always do to him!am i bad?but he just like people doing that to him,especially gals!
something just flashed in my memory that makes myself feels stupid!i just did the same thing to the boys..haha!would u get ya face red if a guy touches ya hand (as a gal)?well,usually this would not happened to me coz i always attach to guys in my high school life...but this thing happened to me when he did that to me!my heart was like 'dum..dum..dum' in a tempo of 120!my face had gone red!i was sooo shy at that time!i had never felt in such a way before until that incident happened!of coz this was nothing to him..but that was the very first time i began my feelings!recently i did the same thing the those boys,they are too young for me,but i just feel that they are tooo shy and i just wanna be like their sister,the same thing just happened to them when i attached them!i just wanna teach u boys to use pitch bend k!nothing much!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
7 years
some one just walked past me this morning,with a very nice body smell where i got attracted to him!that was really adorable to me!i mean i like the perfume which hez wearing!i really like that perfume!i have been searching for the name..the brand..the category for sooo many years!i stil remember my sis tutor used to come to my house and the gang just had their tuition in my room!this thing had been last for almost a year, and my room just had his body smell!i just luv him to be in my house, he is such a freshener for me..haha!the sad thing is i just cant get it!some one says that itz some kinda perfume from CD..but i cant get that feeling n the same smell when i took the samples!perhaps they just have chemistry between the body n the perfume!thatz should be my very first choice n the second1 would be true star for men introduced by tommy hilfiger!i really like that...eventhough it smells simple...but i just luv it!itz the sense of simple yet sopihsicated...just makes me feel comfortable!how i wish the one that i like would have just wear this perfumes!
black!
what so special bout black colour?why was everyone in black yesterday?all my frens were in black...my teacher was wearing a black polo-T...and the main point is ed was in black too!i was wearing a white top n a normal jeans long pant...but he was having his khakis pant...looks kinda casual yet cool...hahah!hez soooo dam chun..the way he talks,the way he teaches his students...how i wish to be one of them...that should be fun rite?i might melt in front of him!he came to my studio again n requested for the cd player...i just thought of some stupid ideas at that moment!!!evil thinkings!!!!i should have bring down the cd player everytime so that he would just come to my studio and ask me for that...hhahahahaha!i could have a better n clearer view of him!!!!!!!!thatz the main point!
hez sooo perfect...but he smokes!the feeling was soooo suck when i passed-by his side!!!!he smells great when he just came to my studio.everything has changed after he has finished his class n have a cigarette outside there!that was sucks man!but i stil admire him..haha!
hez sooo perfect...but he smokes!the feeling was soooo suck when i passed-by his side!!!!he smells great when he just came to my studio.everything has changed after he has finished his class n have a cigarette outside there!that was sucks man!but i stil admire him..haha!
Monday, October 17, 2005
=(=(=(=(
oh god...we just online at the same time koh!!!!was it fantastic???i mean that we think the same thing at the same time!!!i was kinda surprise when i tried to post my comment for my fren n i saw ya comment for me was just bout one minute ago...haha!have u read my latest posts???r u going to buy for me!?i want everything k!r u coming back at the end of the year...i really hope to see u personally...haha!i have so many things to tell u...bout my life..bout the one that i like...not only one...should be numbers of them..haha!i wanna talk to u!i want ya big warm bear hug!i want the 'entire' u...dun ever bring chicks back k!i dun care!or maybe steve or steven...im wondering how they look now?should be dam handsome rite?where is eric?he never call me at all...stupid rite?june just call me a few days ago..buit we just couldnt talk for long time coz hez busy with his work!!!!everything has changed since every one of us is not together anymore...im so scare that we might not be like how we used to be...=(=(=(=(can i have u guys with me...just a big hug..thatz enough for me!
wut i want...
i think i just have to update the list bout wut i want at this moment..
1. KORG keyboards (PA/triton/oasys...)
2. true star for men introduced by tommy hilfiger
3. en electric guitar (distortion/fusion/solid....etc)
4. 'the doctor' bottle..in white which rossi is using!
5. a watch (DKNY/Nautica/adidas...etc)
1. KORG keyboards (PA/triton/oasys...)
2. true star for men introduced by tommy hilfiger
3. en electric guitar (distortion/fusion/solid....etc)
4. 'the doctor' bottle..in white which rossi is using!
5. a watch (DKNY/Nautica/adidas...etc)
true star men
oh my god!that was soooo nice..i really like that smell k!i mean should be that perfume...i must buy it...but itz for men...i know there is another one for women...but itz just has the difference k!i want that perfume...this really can drive me crazy k!
which perfume is he using???he must have wear some coz he smokes!wut if hez wearing true star???aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!i cant stand it anymore...haha!can i buy one and just spray my room...hahaha!how i wish i can do that...but i have no money to do!!!!hope some1 could buy for me!!!!some1 out there should have read this....matty!!!!my true star!wut is the perfect gift for a man whoz kinda mature...above 30?wut should i buy for him!?i dun hope to overspend due to his birthday present..any ideas?how bout buying him the perfume that i like...and i can smell it whenever he wears it...haha!wut if he doesn't like it?then it'l be kinda wasted rite?i think i might get it back and just spray my room if he really does~!how bout clothes?should i just buy a top...or a set?i mean top and pant?or top n tie?how bout pen?he just has everything and im really runnig out of ideas..with the limiting factor that im facing!or maybe just a big bear hug...haha..spending nil cents with the very special present!
which perfume is he using???he must have wear some coz he smokes!wut if hez wearing true star???aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!i cant stand it anymore...haha!can i buy one and just spray my room...hahaha!how i wish i can do that...but i have no money to do!!!!hope some1 could buy for me!!!!some1 out there should have read this....matty!!!!my true star!wut is the perfect gift for a man whoz kinda mature...above 30?wut should i buy for him!?i dun hope to overspend due to his birthday present..any ideas?how bout buying him the perfume that i like...and i can smell it whenever he wears it...haha!wut if he doesn't like it?then it'l be kinda wasted rite?i think i might get it back and just spray my room if he really does~!how bout clothes?should i just buy a top...or a set?i mean top and pant?or top n tie?how bout pen?he just has everything and im really runnig out of ideas..with the limiting factor that im facing!or maybe just a big bear hug...haha..spending nil cents with the very special present!
Friday, October 14, 2005
a..aa.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
finally i got the chance to see him...hahaha!i have never see this guy for sooooooo long time!i really miss the way he plays his guitar...hez gorgeous with his electric guitar in his hand!i m soooooo adore to him!hey shireen...hez dam chun k!not fair...i should have requested an electric guitar n just learn from him!!!!i dun care...i must buy one....hahahahahahaha!
the main point that makes me soooo happy was that we were in white!!!so happen that we were in the same colour...wah!that was really nice k!i din know that he was outside at first...thanx shireen for telling me bout that...i was dam high when i knew that he was there.....and the main thing was he came to my studio and request for the cd player....soooooooooo clear...he was just in front of me...i think like bout 30cm....oh god...hez soooo chun....with his sideburns...i really like him k...i mean i just admire him!i hope to see him again today!i dun care!t.t. would be another story for me!
the main point that makes me soooo happy was that we were in white!!!so happen that we were in the same colour...wah!that was really nice k!i din know that he was outside at first...thanx shireen for telling me bout that...i was dam high when i knew that he was there.....and the main thing was he came to my studio and request for the cd player....soooooooooo clear...he was just in front of me...i think like bout 30cm....oh god...hez soooo chun....with his sideburns...i really like him k...i mean i just admire him!i hope to see him again today!i dun care!t.t. would be another story for me!
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
guardian angel!
time passes slowly...and i just dun feel like attending class!juts thought of my high school life in a sudden..with the same people together for 2 years..just 19 gals in my class for that 2 years..i mis my school life!we used to play guardian angel in form 4..that was sooooooo fun k!not bcoz of the game..but we go to know each other very well through that silly game..haha!
boring...
haih...feel sooo dam boring early in the morning..hey sis..u might be saying "coz im not here with uma...dun mis mela"...haha!nothing special happen..i never see my spikey guy for a very long period k!i mis him soooo much...haha!
the very sad thing just happened yesterday..i couldnt see him!!!!!i was at home and he just appeared there,u were so lucky sis!how i wished i was there!!!!!!!!sooooo wasted!i really wanna know the perfume...nothing much..haha!i have to attend class later...in bout a few more minutes....haih!soooooo sien...i want something exciting..then life would have be better rite?
how bout building my castle in the air!?i just luv to do that!then i can have lunch with valentino rossi!i can meet rain personally!i can have my KORG OASYS!sharing the beautiful view of blue mountain with him!wow!everything seems to be so amazing..haha!just in my mind!
i want my guitar at this moment...so that i need not to suffer till the afternoon!acoustic?classical?bass?electric?anything...as long as i have it in my hand!!!!i really feel like playing!!koh..help me!how i wish im in ya car now...u know yaself very well rite?
the very sad thing just happened yesterday..i couldnt see him!!!!!i was at home and he just appeared there,u were so lucky sis!how i wished i was there!!!!!!!!sooooo wasted!i really wanna know the perfume...nothing much..haha!i have to attend class later...in bout a few more minutes....haih!soooooo sien...i want something exciting..then life would have be better rite?
how bout building my castle in the air!?i just luv to do that!then i can have lunch with valentino rossi!i can meet rain personally!i can have my KORG OASYS!sharing the beautiful view of blue mountain with him!wow!everything seems to be so amazing..haha!just in my mind!
i want my guitar at this moment...so that i need not to suffer till the afternoon!acoustic?classical?bass?electric?anything...as long as i have it in my hand!!!!i really feel like playing!!koh..help me!how i wish im in ya car now...u know yaself very well rite?
Monday, October 10, 2005
schoolchildren swallowed up by earth!
tragedies are happening everyday...i was kinda sad this morning..bout the earthquake that happened in pakistan..india..and some countries...unfortunate cases are happening continously....
i was soooooo sad bout the children...'please help me...please call my parents..'this shouldn't be happening to them...children are not supposed to suffer in such a way...they have their futures bright out there....i know everything is fated...earthquake is a natural disaster..and i shouldn't be blaming God bout that....
how i wish to take part as the rescue team....helping the unfortunates to seek for their loves1...rebuild their homelands...well, i just feel that we are soooooooooooooo contented with our lives here....we should appreciate that with no wars...natural disasters...only peace and harmonies in our country...i think i shouldn't be so demanding..i should have uses the 'demandings' to the help more people who are unfortunate out there..just be happy with wut i have now!
i was soooooo sad bout the children...'please help me...please call my parents..'this shouldn't be happening to them...children are not supposed to suffer in such a way...they have their futures bright out there....i know everything is fated...earthquake is a natural disaster..and i shouldn't be blaming God bout that....
how i wish to take part as the rescue team....helping the unfortunates to seek for their loves1...rebuild their homelands...well, i just feel that we are soooooooooooooo contented with our lives here....we should appreciate that with no wars...natural disasters...only peace and harmonies in our country...i think i shouldn't be so demanding..i should have uses the 'demandings' to the help more people who are unfortunate out there..just be happy with wut i have now!
Friday, October 07, 2005
ooooh....
thanx uncle alan for the tuning process..haha!u r really chun k!this man knows everything....seriously!he plays drum...organ...piano...n his major is keyboard!thatz really cool!and he also plays guitar k!BUT...u really need to practice ya sight reading..haha!
happy to see my primary skool fren...at first i was curious bout the guy next door...n my teacher was saying that therez a 'lengchai' next door...well,of coz i'l just walked past n have a look....just a look!was he from yuk chai?i saw him b4 k!!!and he just admitted that we were from the same primary skool...wow!n perhaps we are going to have some team work...
brian?i like this name...i used to like a guy...a singer.....emmm...just some1 that i used to luv so much...well,my gang should have heard bout him...tension's brian...haha!hez not ugly k!just not as well looking as others!!!!i was kinda attracted by his name at first!when can i get to see him?!
happy to see my primary skool fren...at first i was curious bout the guy next door...n my teacher was saying that therez a 'lengchai' next door...well,of coz i'l just walked past n have a look....just a look!was he from yuk chai?i saw him b4 k!!!and he just admitted that we were from the same primary skool...wow!n perhaps we are going to have some team work...
brian?i like this name...i used to like a guy...a singer.....emmm...just some1 that i used to luv so much...well,my gang should have heard bout him...tension's brian...haha!hez not ugly k!just not as well looking as others!!!!i was kinda attracted by his name at first!when can i get to see him?!
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
oh gosh!!!!i just saw him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cant imagine!!!!ta first was like...i thought my sis were like kidding....coz he seems to be so not serious bout that!i saw mehdi!so long time never see himliao!!!!!but anywayz,thatz not the main point...i mean slowly would not be my main pointlooo...
so,whoz the new main point now huh?!spikey guy?!eddie?well,hez not new anymore!hope to see him later!im going mirado!!!!!sometimes i really hope to see him rather than t.t....i think u guys know bout him rite?hez too handsome...too rich...too smart....everything seems to be dam perfet in him....kinda unrealistic!!!!!itz like some character in some story books..some1 acting in some kinda XX movie!stupid rite?it sounds stupid...but itz the truth!
so,whoz the new main point now huh?!spikey guy?!eddie?well,hez not new anymore!hope to see him later!im going mirado!!!!!sometimes i really hope to see him rather than t.t....i think u guys know bout him rite?hez too handsome...too rich...too smart....everything seems to be dam perfet in him....kinda unrealistic!!!!!itz like some character in some story books..some1 acting in some kinda XX movie!stupid rite?it sounds stupid...but itz the truth!
Sunday, October 02, 2005
DJ rocks!
everything seems to be so perfect!!!how i wish that time would not pass....or slowly!!!!i really wannna share my day with my closed1!hey bros..sis...it was really perfect for me!!!we performed not bcoz to perform...we really enjoyed ourselves...not nervous at all!seriously!joys!applause!cheers!thatz the greatest performance that i never had for mirado!!i give my first time to them!!!!the very first time...no embarrassment at all k!im so dam happy!we really did a good job!finally DJ rules!how i wish kah hou u r here...listening to that song that u always sing!u really influence me k!itz hard to put in words...u really have to feel it!i was happy with the 'F4'...im proud of u guys k!u guys performed so well....daniel...u shines at that moment!last but not least...elise...u rocks k!im soooooooo touched by ya singing...'yue liang dai biao wo de xin'...fantastic k!im sooooooo happy coz nothing has gone wrong!no mistake for my first singing performance....hahaha!this would really give me sweet and meaningful memories!the best thing was everyone keeps saying that 'u have done a good job','chun,gal!','wow!nice vocal!'......i was dam happy !!!!!!!!
rain!
finally i got my rain's cd n vcd!!!!itz not 'cetak rompak' k!itz the original1 from korea...with all the korean words....those that i dun understand..those that i dun even know how to read..haha!but i just like it coz i like him!!!!!!!!!!!thanx matty!
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