boy fren, best fren, ssex partner, soulmate!!
how i wish hez the one that i've been searching all the time..how i wish my life partner could satisfy me for this characters..i feel really happie!!!stil remembering that day we went for some inquiries at my college, wel, i felt really bad since i couldnt help him out at all. i didnt noe wut to do to help him since im his gf~~i felt so helpless seeing my bf, having probs wit his enrollment, but wut i could do is to be there for him , i noe for sure he needs supports and cheers~i told myself no matter how i wouldnt give up on him. i noe itz a dampen period for a guy at his age, wit no experiences, no guidance, no courage, facing a new breakthrough in his life, alterations and preparation for a cruel reality, which is the nature of the real world~rationally i noe wut i supposingly shud be doing for my own good, but this isnt the time for such consideration..wut i noe is i shud and i wanna be there for him..perhaps he might not appreciate for wut i've done, at least i'd be there to encourage him, for not feeling that hez alone wit helpless hand~
after all, we finally found out a college!!i was reallly happie wit no reasons~~this was the first time we've solved prob out togather~~i really like the feeling when we've overcome the prob together successfully~~~YAYY~~~when we were at the bus stand, he told me that now he gotta study well, get a good job, and we can live a good life then. i felt really contented wit his words, evvn it might not happen to realise the promise, but at least he does think bout it~~i dunno wut to say, jus to give him a hug~
i alwis hope to have a responsible and protective man... and he might be the one!!however, i do hope hez the one, and i wan him to be the one~~~~however, i nv wan that his family would noe bout us!!!weirdo~~~kakaka... i jus cant und my im being so afraid tat if his family noes bout me and him...but tat day i jus got out from the box, i noe im being selfish to do it this way. parents are alwis concern and worry bout the ppl around their kid. itz normal that they wanna noe who has been alwis mixing wit their kid, tatz why my parents are full of inquiries all the time due to their curiousity. most importantly, i dun hope that he'l assist me in hiding from his parents, which might caught into a dilemma. i shud respect him instead of control him~
although there were times that cause me into anger so madly, but seeing his willingness and intention in adapting the changes and improvements, i noe i shudnt be too demanding, and i shud appreciate all these and takes thing easy~
wel, we went for movie, my fav, ICE AGE 3~~OMG!!it was really funny...i couldnt stand laughing, but to control my volume!!!i laughed until teared off..OMGG~~it was sooo cute~~~at the same time, there was one lady laughing really loud at the hall, which was pretty embarrasing to be in tat manner..kaka~overall, i really enjoyed the movie ^^
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