i wan no one but him!!!

i got lotz to post up here...

when shud i begin?friday?yea...i was kinda lazy to post on that day but since it has really made my soul gone somewhere,i would really wanna share with u guys here...hmmm...my music school is gonna have a concert again in august..wel,of cos i would hope to perform with them..as in the ppl that i wish to...perhaps he'l at the first place!well,i thought of it many times but didnt have the guts to ask him out..i mean im really serious in thinking bout it if i've got rejected..wut shud i do then?how would i feel then?itz a small case but i got really disappointed with though!!frankly i dun intend to perform without him!!i mean i really hope that we can make it since it might be the last and only time!!!how could he not be here??why has he to do with china?why is he leaving to there?why has it be china?i was really impressed when i heard him playing 'smoke in the water'...itz pretty cool for a guy to play this song on the elect guitar!!!!and he did it so so so well!!which will truely drive u crazy man!!hez awesome!!!no one ever has it!wut can i do rite?lynden kept asking me to ask sharpur...but there is a difference!!sharpur is a nice and sweet guy..somehow....haih!!!one more thing...why is he borned to be in a extemely wealthy family??im really pissed off!!!!'sierramas'....sucks!why cant he jus be a normal guy?perhaps i had made a mistake in my life...where i shouldnt have fall in love with him!itz all my fault!im being stupid and silly to love this kinda guy!haih......

saturday 22nd july 2006!!!!
happie birthday to my dear and luvly karmun!!!i really enjoyed the day!!i felt really closed to u guys!at first i thought we might not have topics to talk bout...wel,everything happened to be the opposite way!i love u guys very much!although frenship do not depends on how long do we know each other..somehow,we really have the chemistry!!it cant be replaced by any gang cos we are really closed to one and another!!the feelings are existing all the time!i love the moment we chill out!i love to have u guys there...to talk bout..i mean the feelings are really unique!u guys are the top-listed!!!as i would name it as 'sei thong'!!nothing would break the frenship..no matter wut happen...we are always togather!!we'l care for one and another!!and i would like to say here,qw,im really sorry that u were not feeling well and yet itz ya celebration too!!i hope u'l get well soon!i was kinda worried when she seemed to cry out cos there was some prob with her cousin...i felt really sorry for that cos i hope she'l enjoy it but things seemed to be kinda pressure on her!i dun hope to have a bad memory for her birthday celebration!!itz important for them since itz the breaking point!!!yea..km,we must have a long chat one day k!and i hope u guys would like the prez,the place,the atmosphere,and oso the cake!!!kaka!

monday morning....
sorry sharon for not helping u to reload...but taiwan noodles house really got sold out all the RM10 prepaid card liao....hahhaa!!!u r soooo unlucky for the day!!kakakakaka!anyway,i hope u've got everything settled!!