fall in love with G string

so happeningggg~~~~

went out with ling today..wowow~~although it was simple but very happie cos we've been ages not hanging out gather, bowling sumore~~YEAH~~~this was the first time we both playing bowling, the feeling was really great...OUR FIRST TIME..hahaa~~i would rmb our first time in my life ever...cos it was sooooooooo memorable, i fall down on the bowling lane !!!OMGGGG~~~~it was really embarrassing, and i would make sure myself to nv repeat the similar mistake especially in front of my lovely darlingg..haha~~cos i do not hope to embarrass him , for sure~~although it was a huge humiliation to myself, but have u ever experience such an embarrassment ever in ya life b4???no leeee...hehehe~~tatz why i felt shameful at first, but quite funny and meaningful instead. at least i would have experienced a really baddddd embarrassment before my career age ^^ perhaps i wouldnt have the courage to accept if i were to fell in front of my colleagues.

went on a nice lunch at italiannis ^^ i was happie to see ling enjoying so much with the food , especially her fav, mussel Lombardi and finally got her order of chicken sausage carbonara..^^
after the lunch, we finally went for our MISSION FOR THE DAY~~hehe... i was really happie that she willing to share everything wit me, i mean experiences and her willingness to let me care bout her health.. finally she gotta noe wutz with her health prob and released her stress and worries onto the issues...YOYO~~~CONGRATS~~~HUGS~~im happie too that i've learned something from it..

back home, perhaps i jus done something that would have irritated him, or something happened that makes my darling not in the mood to talk to me, but i was really worried wut initially happened to him, why wouldnt my darling sharing his unhappie things wit me, but perhaps others instead...this makes me even upset when i saw his FB page comments..i noe i shudnt be stalking or checking onto him... but i felt rely stupid and foolish T.T i was worrying there so much onto him, yet he was chatting wit a gal at FB...he seemed really happie to play 'comment' at FB woooo... but he jus said KNS and swt to me when i was trying to play 'comment' at FB wit him....SIGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~really frustrated jorr....really sad niaaa that the one i loved and care so much treated me like this.... i nv tot that i nv felt angry once i realised it, DOWN instead...i felt foolish...i was soo excited to share wit him that i've bought a nice G string today wit ling... wel, i dun intend to tel him now cos he makes me feel as if im a fool to worry so much and being sooo in fear that he might angry wit me...i try controlling myself.. but tat moment when i realised it jus makes me feel not in the mood to talk to him ..
who am i to u ,wilson?