Friday, August 28, 2009

i nv IMAGINE THAT I LOVE YOU wilson

results are out~~~~~

i was pretty excited once i got up from my bed this morning, that i knew we're gonna enjoy a really nice day!!this was our very first time to sing to each other, our first K time !!aw~~imagine that i've alwis been singing wit my bunch of frens, yet not wit him for once~~~silly me that i'd planned out wut to sing cos i've been hoping to sing some songs to my bf, if i have one and i could~

i was lost in confusion why was he being in tat way when i reached the LRT station..i'd wondered wut had i done wrongly to make him in a pist off face. perhaps i was late, but it wast yet to be 10.45, and i wasn't. i had no idea wut shud i be doing, but just sitting away from him and leaving him at the corner side. i was curious whether he was in a dilemma or a bad mood, out of ideas, but not daring myself to ask him cos i was quite sad since i was pretty excited previously~ i sat at another side, listening to my MP3, sizzling yet worrying bout. however, for sometime, i realised that i wouldnt be sizzling if he was really into a dilemma and i was here to put on my anger without a reason and being there for him. therefore, i decided to send him an SMS of asking him wut happen and that im scare and worried about you. he walked towards me and sat beside me, with a tiring face. he said hez having headache prob. i felt even worse that to hang out wit him even when hez not feeling well. i've rather to make him stay at home than torturing him being wit me..^^

fortunately the conflicts seemed to have lasted for not more than 30 mins..haha~~everything back to normal when we were trying to tickle each other at the bus. AHAAA~~~im alwis freaking out wit tickling...OMG~~~i nearly spoilt my make up...=.= i knew that he wasnt in the mood, perhaps i would say hez somehow quite nervous in singing wit me...kakak~~~wut i wan is to enjoy wit him, no matter how he sings. we ended up went to redbox...kekeke~~~it was great cos i nv expect to have less ppl, perhaps it was morning hour. the room is great, the renovation was nice, the food was much better comparing to THE CURVE and THE GARDEN, services are good, sound system is great, lots of songs~~~

i was happie that i think wut he thinks..kekeke~~~come on darling, who am i to u ?of cos i do noe who are ya favs and wut u alwis been listening ~~~however, he jus couldnt get use to singing wit a mic, perhaps hez shy..kaka~~but why jus couldnt sing and nervous as if i would wolf u down and swallow u into my stomach. im jus a normal human being here, not to judge u , not to humiliate u, but to listen to my bf !!and darling, i could heard ya singing plssss, u were jus beside me and the small room had oni 2 of us~

his mom called in a sudden, i was really nervous and anxious at tat moment, couldnt tot of anything, i seemed to be helpless to him, but burdening him for worrying me, when i heard their conversation on the phone call, i jus sat aside, and trying hard to calm myself down. after that, he gave me big tight bear hug, i nearly tear off...but i did not cos i knew tat he would have even more worried and felt burdening wit it. i kept it to myself, but happie that he was there for me. im so scared tat his mom would have misunderstood bout us, and for his parents to worry bout his safety, i totally get it all!!!i hope he could have good communication wit them rather than being unhappie in the conversations.

after the K,we went for a movie, IMAGINE THAT lead by eddie murphy. it was a joke, i tot at first, knowing nothing bout the synopsis, paying no attention during the screen play, somehow i slowly discovered the msg expressed by the movie, it was GREAT~~

wel, we watched 2 great movies, ytd was I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER although both movies are simple, yet it meant a lot~~~ytd was a great outing too...i managed to score more than 50 for bowling~~YAY~~~~~i was quite upset since i got 49 for the first game and i decided to go for the second game...hoho~~who noes i scored 70++~~~^^~~~i knew that he was fooling around so that i could score a higher point to gain my confidence...MUACKZ~~
after that, we'd walked around at cold storage before gone to the bus stand. the feeling was somehow peculiar, i felt as if we were newly married young couple who went shopping for some groceries for our home..haha~~the feeling is really sweet and lovely, " wut do u wanna eat for dinner honey?" this is how i felt at tat moment..kakaka~~

at the end of the day, wut im happie for was he ate the burger that i made for him ^^ i alwis feel that itz lovely and sweet to make a meal for my love one, and i hav the chance now to make for him, and he loves it~~~i felt really sweet when he said he loves it ^^sumore wit the 'embarrasment' of bringing along the small container all the way back home, pretty 'cool' for a guy to do it..kakakka~~im happie tat hez willing to take it like that, hahhaa~~although it wasnt for a long time, but at least he nv complained bout the food..muackz~
but im really felt SORRY and guilty to make him spending much on taxi fare. he wouldnt have spent tat much if i were to ask him for accompanying me back, SORRY !!!!!

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