wutz love ? i've lost the definition dy..haha
after cases of cases that making me to feel fed up, im not sure how long would my uncertainty wil last and how long would the enthusiasm be..hmmm..this isnt the first time to feel like this, but everything has recovered so quickly previously. however, itz getting harder now, perhaps when u get hurt for times and times, itz not so easy to get things over becos the wounds have recovered externally oni.
as i alwis study in my degree, when i have my cw to do, the referencing alwis there to prove as an evidence that something had been said or done or stated by somebody. in other words,if something has happened, the outcome of it would have last for not oni some period, perhaps it affects the overall outcome at the end of the day becos the evidence as the past history is there and no doubt it could be altered provided there is enough BETTER evidence to correct the previous misstatement.otherwise,the initial evidence wil be carried on. therefore, i alwis believe there's no turning back point once u've done something really critical and we hav the responsibility upon it.thereby, sometimes i feel pretty funny when reading some quotations and history of some past politicians, their foolishness sometimes would entertainment instead and i doubt how could and would all these so called 'educated' being such fools in their decision and words?after all, we'l see the apology as the headlines of the day..HAA!forgiving is a good habit, emotions could lead to improper language and irrational thoughts..but i alwis think is 'SORRY' everything?hmm.. if it is, then why would there be courts,laws, judges and such for punishments and sentences?why would ppl caught in jail for their wrong doings?why wouldnt jus say 'im sorry' and tatz bout it?haha.. God has taught us to be forgivable on wrong doings of others, however, i personally feel that they are to responsible for they've done.
wel, tat day was chit chatting wit my good fren, he told me that guys have no rights and shudnt be selfish over their love one.as a guy, he unds that itz important to make things clear so that guys would never be a burden to their love one. they jus cant bear the cost and risk for it perhaps it could affect the future time of a gal. so nv be selfish to the person that u love no matter how deep is ya love to her. i got startled after listening to his words.. im so proud to have such a great guy fren..dude u're cool man!
next wil be how i feel now, i feel sien dy.. dun feel like planning dy ... tire...how come my plans alwis fail?i've tot of places, presents, food,time, day...but jus failed.. sien niaa!i was excited at the beginning of january, getting ideas for celebration, and even felt nice when discussing wit my frens bout ideas, slowly felt jealous when my frens shared their experiences wit me, somehow i believe i could do it too ^^ but after some failures and cases, in fact, the mood for it has lost dy, and i think it really makes me fed up to plan in the future. perhaps i'l jus leave things in their way so that i wont get disappointed in an emergent way..perhaps i've been caring too much, itz time for me to losing up and not to take things so seriously dy. wut happen to u CSL.. how could ya first love valentines be so trashing...
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