i really have much things to talk bout here...i wanna express everything here but i just cant...
frankly,i wanted to cry when eric told me a new which he thought that i should be happy with it..i thought so and ended up with some drops at my face...i kept asking myself..'shouldnt i feel happie?'..i thought the answer should be yes but why was i crying???why must i felt sad and guilty bout this!?
i have been interested into tt for almost three years...since i was 16 year-old..i may considered it as a love-at-first-sight situation...when i first saw him,i was kinda impressed by the way he dressed,he rushed for his lesson,was wet at the back of his shirt cos he sweated,was paying his fees and i was just beside him...i like his style..i could remembered he always waited for his mom to pick him up after lessons..and he would showed off his talent out there,i just easily melted off by him!!i love him!!!!!!!!this was those days...i love bout his style,his appealing appearence,his talent..however,things has been changing as time passing on...i found myself got seriously crazy over him when we could have a chance to perform in a group last year...it was such a sweet time tat i would not get it out of my memory!!!i din expected this thing to actually happened..they are really talented players....of cos i would give the priority to him!but i couldnt do much thing after the performance cos he seems to be so strange to me!i have nothing to say then,he has drives me so crazy towards him n now hez gonna further his studies in UK!!!but da feelings are stil here...and this is wut i think so....until i met this guy named li zeng hui!when i first saw him,i felt kinda impressed by him..i mean he gave me some kinda feelings which are so unique...i feel so warm n secure to see him...but i have been trying to control my feelings towards him cos i feel bad whenever i think of tt!
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