feelings.love has no reason

as time passes on,i found myself has really fall in love with this guy!

u may think this guy is tt right?but this time u have mistaken..itz another person which i actually mentioned in my previous post...his name is leonard!wel,i do prefer his chinese name,zeng hui!i knew him through my fren,eric,which is also a fren of him,they are kinda close to one and another..i like him when i first saw him,not that he has an appealing outlooking or six packs or cool or tall...etc. in fact,eric n berry are even more handsome...but hez so unique to me!i mean hez a nice good to talk with,hez such a sweet guy in my point of view,comfortable...and i told eric bout this since ever i treat him as my 'bro'...and he seems to 'blackmail' me with this...haha!he told me he din tell zeng hui bout what i thought bout him though,somehow i could feel that must have something in the other side..i think he might have told hui bout it!!im so worry of seeing him face to face cos i think he might have known something which he shouldnt have known bout it...this makes me refuse to have conversations with him and he actually realised too!!haha...he told eric that i rather talked to andrew than talking to him...i was kinda impressedcos he realised it!!!eric sounds like a middle person cos i would sms him whenever i see hui..and surprisingly he tells eric that he sees me too!!!!eric keeps supporting me to know him better..therefore i intended to talk to him more,ask for his opinions,i really wanna know how he thinks..but this didn't work out actually!we had lunch today togather,eric,berry,andrew, and him were there...frankly i was trying to have a sit beside him but andrew was sitting beside him...haih!then,i tried to talk to him...i tried to ask him things,i tried to have topics...and i got the answers from andrew!!!!!!!!!!i mean he grabbed the questions and i was actually asking hui!thatz fine anywayz,and i could see that he seemed to be not feeling happy with his life!i really wanna ask him bout it,but he may think that im annoying right?i hope i can help him or share his probs!i feel bad when i see him without his smile on his face!

the main prob is i seems not really understand what he says cos he speaks perfect mandarin and my mandarin is really poor..sometimes he cant even catch my words!!im so upset with it...this cos us no conversations...i have no confidence to speak my mandarin in front of him!furthermore,he seems to be a shy n keep-everything-in-heart person..itz tough for me and i got so fade up..hez kinda differ from the guys that i usually like..i like guys who are energetic,dynamic,mischievous,independent...etc...something like tt...and i can assure u that zeng hui is opposite of tt!i dunno why do i like him?i used to answer eric the same question that itz all bout feelings!!!do u think itz true?wutz ya opinions?