i alwis believe that everything happens in contra with another thing..there is alwis a balance between good and bad, similarly as GOD has brought the creatures of men and women to this earth...
supposingly i was extremely excited and happie cos someone appeared to have made my day..and my intuition hint that there might be something unpleasant happening around..
black + blue = CSL's fav colour match...which appeared on him..wow!!!since ever tt got the right match, itz hardly to get the exact match perfectly on..i really admire it!!but when the moment i saw him, the feeling aroused,the sense of nervousness...i really have no guts to look directly at him...i think hez the oni guy that is making me to feel this way so far!!whenever i try to look at him,my face would naturally turn into a tomato pie...and cant concerntrate,my body temperature wil heat up as i'l feel warm, and of cos the main point is my BP and pulse will be interrupted to an unsteady condition, which indirectly resulting in hormone disorder that is leading me to have the intention to scream out "i love u so much"!!!
after the excitement, here came the side effects..worries, fears and curiosity....but i dun give a damn to extend any further as this might disappoint me..im not as tough as i think,im not as easy goin as other ppl think...itz difficult for me to accept and adopt something which is out of my range of expectation as well as ability. i wanna be optimistic...but sometimes it happens to be at the opposite of the expectation and even it falls within the estimation, the progress of adoption will be disrupted by tonnes of reasons!!!in other words, im escaping from the fact...
on the other, someone has fall sick...and i was pretty sad bout it..somehow, i was impressed with myself in facing this situation...as i've mentioned,good things will be followed by bad things since good luck is not alwis there with us..in fact, i was really upset when i knew that he has fall sick until today since last fri..i tot he would have recovered since it was kinda small matter....and i saw him this morning,walking on the street with a half dead looking face...haih~~~~~~poor thing!!!the regards that i sent really meant it...but i was surprised that why didnt i have the feeling..i mean i jus feel sad and worry bout him as a best buddy, sis point of view instead of cryin like hell as i used to be..i mean mayb i might cry if something bad happen (touchwood)..somehow, i jus wana care bout him as a fren...and this feeling is real great!perhaps i've let go something...hehe!!!im really glad to care so much for a fren...and i dun bother bout wut he might think ,wut i'l get as return.....but jus to care for a fren truely deep down from my heart~~~
get well soon ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~if not how to sing ar???
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