am i abnormal?or i've recovered!?

sometimes,i think that im rechargable!

i read the posts which i'd posted it during the end of last year,and the beginning of this year..i felt funny with it!why did i take things so seriously?'i couldn't see tt'...n i even felt like crying...hahaha!!how silly!for this moment,i think i've let go...somehow,tt would stil be kept in my mind as a person which tends to be the ideal n perfect that i ever met in life so far!while the rest jus keep in 'frens item'....

somehow,im not sure to tell u that i've actually recovered from the previous case,which i bumped into a guy who is homosexual.wel,im act helping his partner,D to overcome their prob,where we planned to 'attack' him!!when our plan tends to reach our goal,im feeling really happie with it!!!i kept asking myself why do i feel this way?wouldn't it be funny or perculiar?how could it be?i am now really closed with D!not to get info from him...but we both enjoy being closed frens,bro n sis....or u may even say SOS!hahahaha!!we have the similar interests,opinions,tastes.....etc...thatz why ended up loving the same person in life!hahahahhaa.....recently i realised that we both have undefinite topics...we chat online...and meet up at coll to have lunch,breaks...and chat all the way to coll or to the restaurants...even on the phone!!!we can chat non-stop whenever meet up!!!we are even closer than couples....and yet we are not!!!!thatz the best thing of all!!perhaps he talks much to me than to his partner......and most probably i'l be proud if he jealous bout both of us.....kakakakaka!