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last saturday was the concert,of cos i was kinda excited bout that..performing with all the guys that i admired..they were really gorgeous at all time!we went to the auditorium for rehearsal in the afternoon,i reached there around one cos my teacher fetched me there..well,the first rehearsal was at 1.30 while mi2 was at 3.30!!that period was act kinda boring..luckily shireen and brian were there to talk me..edd was there too..keep yawning cos his team was the last one..haha!he seemed so boring with all the violinist and pianist up there..haha!i was waiting for them..looking at the stairsway..where are this people?finally shap n t.t were here..men in black!i was shocked when they brought the classical guitars here..wutz wrong with u guys?weren't u guys playing elect. guitars?they were gonna have a duet at tat night...wow!i was melting off by their duet k,even itz slow..haha!they always talk among the men and alienated me!!they like to talk to edd..stupid!hez always the vampire of all..with a sunglasses placed on top of his head..black jacket with a white t inside..those are his favs.
i was act kinda satisfied with my actual performance that night eventhough there was some mistake at first..the tempo was supposed to be 105 but one of the elect. guitarists said it was kinda slow..well,i just adjusted it to 110..and the rhythm sounds fast..i just stopped it immediately n start again...i was so worried that they might blame me for that!!107 was the new tempo i set for the second start..and he just said itz kinda fast..and finally the tempo went back to 105..does it sound stupid?everything has over..and i just have a feeling that this might be the first,last and the one and only performance with them..u may ask me why..well,itz just a feeling..even not a 'hi' when seeing him..i mean shap wont do that..but the one i concerned!i just feel that someone is avoiding me..or perhaps he feels that i like him..haha!they are really chun and i really appreciate all this..i learned so many things from the concert,organisation,cooperation,coordination and oso the most precious of all-friendship!im waiting for the next performance to give me a chance for earning money..haha!