i felt funny yet angry~keke
my heart was like stop functioning as in the fluid is not goin thru the circulation..as in my heart is goin to stop beating at that moment..where he asked me something regarding on studying abroad..wel,i finally und ya feeling bro chau..sigh~i was really upset when he said he's gonna get info on studying abroad..wel,tat moment makes myself even confused than ever..cos i've been questioning myself whether i do fall in love with him or not..perhaps i jus not give a dam to face the truth whereby i really have feelings towards him..yet i've gotta pretend nothing has happen since it might be too obvious for me to show my feelings out..furthermore i was jus sitting beside him...argh~~~stop asking me bout that..stop saying that..i really felt like tearing out..the intention is there ...jus that whether i do have the guts to confess..NO~~~CSL ..please beware of wut im gonna say~~~NONONO~
anyway,i did asked him for opinion that wut shud i do to the guy which i have feelings..can u jus imagine tat im asking the guy that i like for opinion regarding on how to confess to himself~wut da~~~perhaps i was jus trying to give some hint to him..since some of my frens suggested me..but it seemed like not working since he even asked me whoz tat guy..the one that hurt me the most "itz the truth..u like a guy..i din like anyone..'' ...he doesnt like anyone~~perhaps im jus being too sensitive and being 'tepuk sebelah tangan' over here..sob sob ~he even asked me not to give up ...jus giv it a try..walaoo~~~im so scare...and my frens kept asking me wut am i trying to worry about...wel,itz jus so simple- im scare of losing him~i dun wanna loss a fren..i'l be real happie ala he stil keep in touch with me even he has gone somewhere..
somehow, the intention is there..i noe that there'l be a big trouble if im to confess to him..cos i noe myself well,im selfish~i wil even have the intention to ask for him to stay~~CSL~~~~~~~~~~u've gotta stand firmly~~CSL~~~~~~~~~u've gotta support yaself..u've gotta stand tough~~~u cant fall so easily~~~
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