what a day ~~

i was so anticipated for today's class,LMC, wishing high for the discussion of the case study for our exams from our lect, woke up early in the morning and intended to read up the journals articles. however,my darling gal text me all the way from UK, 2 msg around 5++ morning, sadly i wasn't awake to reply her at tat moment, she seems miserable from her texts. im pretty worry bout her, wut happened??!!possibly regarding her job,the ppl around her, her parents, her bf, not happy with the environment?!!i doubt so since she mentioned that she hope to just fly home O.O.. at tat point i jus felt myself helpless,my opinions are alwis not compatibl with her with her great exposures and lifetime experiences, i wouldn't have a word for her every time when she feels miserable, the oni thing is jus being a listener ^^ i do hope it helps her out <333

after out from the bathroom, another of my secondary ji mui jus nudge me and written there that she've just broke up with her bf!!OMG~~~wut happen to the ppl around me???i have been listening to her story for some time lately and nv expected to be happening so fast O.O...from the moment she told me that she saw this guy through the way of being couple until ended up apart,i jus feel to hug her <333

after all, getting myself prepared for the class. i received a phone call while on my way to take my bus ride to the campus, FY told me that the class was cancelled. DAM IT~why wouldn't i been informed earlier??no phone calls nor text have i received from the college until this moment...SWT~~~somehow, FY jus suggested me whether or not to have a K session wit them?? 'them' here refers to herself and her bf, and the sisters...OMG~~~~i really hope to revenge for her..HOHOHO~~thereby decided to go for a K session to relax for a day ^^ finally i felt that me and FY were somehow one gang today..hahahah~~she told me that ERR wasn't excited when she gotta noe that im joining them ..hoho~~but i noe FY wil be happie since we could see the 'difference' hohoho~~i really could feel it finally !!!jus got annoyed with ERR sometimes.. but overall was happie ^^

i was happie when my babe intended to come over for accompanying me ^^ i din expect to receive his text bout it after i hang on the call ^^ wowowo~~later we all went to IKEA !!im really excited since this was the first time for us to have a walk there ^^ i've been anticipating for such moment long time ago ^^ the feeling was great ^^ hehe.. i felt happie ^^ i really hope that we could have a home that belongs to both of us..i hope can go there another day oni both of us T.T...then we could enjoy talking while during the walk and taking those designs as references,i din expect that we like the similar thing, similar designs, similar tastes in interior design wo.. hehe..i love that bathroom, kitchen, living room, bedroom, shoe rack, and so many..i jus love the moments <333

we went for a simple high tea..hoho~~even jus simple hot dogs, soft drinks and curry puffs are more than enough to make me happy cos i had my babe and frens wit me..im happy that FY and i were so happy sitting with our partners and chatting..the feeling was really great^^

u noe, when the time Q asked me not to pay back wut they'd spent for us, i felt grateful not becos that i need not to pay for the food, but im relief that how could i have such frens~~~i dun mean that im happie and relief whenever my frens treat me, somehow i jus appreciate their generosity to me, meaning that im worth for my frens to spend their generosity on me!!however, at the same time i jus felt disappointing towards my bf..how could he nv said a thing, not even a thanks!although they are my frens and the food wasn't luxurious kind, but my fren treated US~~i felt so happy that they were trying to think on my shoes, they noe that i cant go home late and intended to fetch me back,Q even offered to spend me and babe K when i said we PK...although i've rejected the offer and itz not a serious thing,somehow it makes me feel my frens treat me even better than my babe to me!!i dislike such feeling, but uncontrollable for its existence that keep inquiring myself why would my bf be like this?! @@...when FY pointed out the question to Q regarding X'mas gift,it jus reminded me that i desire one too since few days ago when yuan asked me to acc him to shop for a watch for his gf as X'mas gift. i was hoping hard that i could some surprises from babe, but seems like he wouldnt if i nv pointed it out to him..when he asked me wut i wan for X'mas gift, i jus couldnt answer him,he might not afford to give wut i wan at this moment and i und it very well, but money jus cant buy love,perhaps luxurious gifts wouldnt be my major choice cos i noe i could work hard to getting it by myself...but when seeing FY and Q with their conversations, not becos of the offer of money of gifts, but the willingness towards the partners is the point here...not even willing to spend me a chicken chop, i would nv forget in the rest of my life!!i feel silly that im saving hard to buy him clothes and he even said tat hez not forcing me but im the one buying for him >.<..

wut i wan for X'mas gift ar...i dunno ..something unique, not so childish since im not little gal anymore, im a young lady ^^mayb not jus an object, but something makes me really surprising and happy and memorize...sigh..i dare not to hope for it cos i dun wanna get disappointed T.T