the feeling is somehow kinda different today...
i nv noe that i do care bout him much~i intended to reach the station before time cos i tot he'd be waiting there, tatz so poor thing~who noes he came late~~i'd got so pist off~i didnt wanna talk to him at tat moment when he arrived~~but i told myself that was my fault since i reached earlier, and considering this as a pay back of my previus cases...it then made me felt at least better to start talking to him.
but i was so not in the mood i've tried hard though~~ i felt somehow im the oni one doing all these...wutz the point of me trying hard to take this relationship so seriously since he doesnt even bother to care bout me rite???hahaa..i was kinda emo that i wouldnt wanna bother his way, i jus wanna have my way...money had been spent but in return for my satisfaction, which made me felt much better~at least i dun feel sorry to myself~~~luckily i was able to calm myself down, it'd be something unpleasant to happened otherwise.
watched terminator salvation today. it was kinda bored me off cos i found nothing interesting with the story line. i personally more preferable to terminator:the rise of the machines, that would be much greater!anyway, i was quite enjoying the moment at the cinema with him..haha~having a guy with his arm on u when u feel fear with any horror or disgusting sceneries are something sweet to be~his hands are warm when itz cold in the cinema~hahaha~
GOSH~seems that i'm use to have him with me for movies...kaka~
anyway, i really hope he'l be THE ONE~~i noe there shudnt be selfishness with personal perspective and preference in someonez personality...he has got his personal way in doing so, but i really hope he could be THE ONE~~somehow, i have a feeling, not even to tat stage and the game might have over~haha~~im bad indeed, nv deny~~^^
anyway, i hope he'l get wut im trying to hint to him...the reasons that i've treated him this way today, being horny in front of him..kakakka~~~there are things which im wishing well that he could understand someday and fix things right.....i'l give it some time~~^^
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