wut can i do?

really feel bored wit my life at this moment..

i noe shudnt have complaint so much since i might live a better life than many ppl in the world,but i feel bored with the real side of the society..the actual reason for living and surviving..somehow, i really dun wanna accept and adopt but there isnt a choice for me..i'l be lack behind if i dun adopt to the norm,i'l be alienated if i hesitate in being part of the norm..anyhow, i really worry that i might lost my personality and being one of them..i dun hope this wil happen to me one day,if it does then everyone wil surely hate me and be apart from me.

sometimes i really have no idea wut shud i do..and how shud i overcome those situations..i really dun hope tat anyone wil get hurt..and i dun hope anything that happen wil destroy the interaction...i dun wanna have enemies...i dun wanna hate ppl..and i cant control ppl to dislike me or even to arise their hatre towards me..i wan everyone to be my buddy instead of enemy..i really dunno noe wut shud i do..do u think itz worthwhile if no one gets hurt but yaself?no one noes bout ya feelings except yaself?no one noes bout ya hardwork except yaself?no one noes bout ya sorrows except yaself??if it happens to bring harmony into life..shud i give it a try?

shud u fight for it even i noe i might deserve a better treatment or respectation?but isnt it worthwhile for me to fight for it at the first place?and wut will be the consequences of the battle?wil anyone get hurt?wut the point of begining the battle?or shud i jus give up even i noe i have the ability and confidence to fight for myself?or am i jus being over worried with it?i've been thinking too much where im not supposed to think bout it?